Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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You must enjoy every seconds "

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Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Friday, March 30, 2012

Now the day...I really doubt abt my feeling

After ytd outing...I really don know who I like...

Is Sam or Ben?

I really don know...

The moment I put on my contact lens...I really wanted to let Ben see

But at the same time...I wanted to let Sam see as well

End up...I went to cwp after my interview just to visit Sam a while

....

And den headed down to Orchard to meet up with Ben

Had our supper for dessert...

We really do chit-chat a lot...

But when come to relationship topic...I was so sensitive that I felt something from Ben...

But I can't confirm that...

He asked mi so many thing that relates to my own feeling towards realtionship

EG:

-What kind of guy do I like

-What I felt towards him

-How do I know that a guy like mi

-What I will react when that guy I liked actually like mi

All these questions really give mi a wrong feeling...

I can provide advice towards other what the different between "habit" and "Love"

Yet I myself cant even do that!

Hence,I went to look for Melvin in the afternoon

Even though I know he still like mi

But He's the guy who I can totally trust and told him everything...

But that does not means that I don't trust my sisters

I do trust them...But I don't know how to tell them

Although he did not provide mi with good advices

Not to mention...He will never fail to lend mi his shoulders whenever I want to hid my tears

Thanks Bro!

As for now...

I shall let the god to decide my density! If I keep on like that,it will just make mi feeling for tiring...What's the point

Just FUCK CARE everything is the best way!

Thanks Sis! 

Monday, March 26, 2012

How to say!
I also don know!
Just have doubt in my personal feeling...
I really don know am I really like u or what
And I don't want to have a mix in my feeling...
So I choose to do observation and don't tell anymore include my own sisters
Some time I really think of u...But I don't know is that just a clash or what
Last few months...I do dream of u...But now no more
Instead of dreaming you...I dream of a blur guy :D

A dream that I don wish to wake up :D
Dream that I was in a super complicated suitation
And this guy save mi:)
Knowing mi that I moody...He actually had a yatch and bring mi out to sea
To enjoy the wind:) A romantic scene and even hug mi to give mi warm when he saw mi I feel very cold
Then I wake up alr:)

Honesty specking...I'm a gal that wish to have a boyfriend
But at the same time...I was scared of being hurt
"Hurt" will just remain mi on how TianHuar and Sam treat mi!
I don wish to have that feeling again
Hence,I choose to build a wall in my heart and lock myself in my own world
SL told mi that I don really love u that much
I also don know!
I know she have that feeling is due to what I reacted in front of everyone else

As for whether I like you or not
I shall let the god to decide for mi!