Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

What should I said?
Totally moody...
Received my result the day before...
Guess what?I failed my exam...
Which I cant accept it...Accept the fact the I failed my exam...
Actually a few weeks ago...I already had a bad feeling that I will failed...
But I did not expect that I failed so badly...
Hid myself in toilet for 3hrs just to do my crying
It's the first that that I hid myself so long in the toilet...
Aunt was worry but at the same time she also feel the pain
Coz she saw the way that I forced myself to study for the paper...
I do admit that I'm very slack during that period
I should mi MIA since end of Oct 2011...
But I still can go out with my friends to have fun,drink till midnight then I go home,clubbing,Taiwan and Singing
All these thing I should not be doing during my exam period...
Yet I still do it...

Hence, the result that I got is actually what I deserved...
But who can understand the pain in my heart
I 'm a student that use to get A's for my papers
And now it drop to F...

It is the similar thing that happened in Sec 5
I promised that I will not let it happen..
Yet I broke the promise myself
In the end I lost everything
I was not good in both relationship and studies
Should I give up?

I already decided to give up relationship
Honestly the problems lies on mi~!
I just cant get through my mind...
To mi guys are not mend to be trusted...
In the past, I still believe at least buddy can trust...
But too bad,one person had proved it to mi...
All guys are the same(except father,aj and brothers), only one word that can describe them
That is "BASTARD"
I had suffered enough hurt and I don wish to feel the same pain again
U can said that I'm a coward
Indeed, I am!
But I had decided to give up u!
I'm firm and set!

Right now
I just want to concentrate in my study and future career
This friendship that I had with a big group...had proven to mi that it cannot be last
The friendship that I always wanted to have was care,concern and advise
But I did not received any from this group except care from some of them

Anyway thanks sisters are always there for mi when I need u
U gals are the best
Especially Ling,U are the best
Maybe because that we had knew each other very long
But u always are there for mi to give mi care,concern,advise,scolding and courage
This is called "friendship"