Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Wednesday, January 18, 2012

总决得好像在等着被判死刑
不知道从哪里说起。。。
只是知道我已经好累。。。
完全失去了笑容。。。
太多太多的事。。。不知道该怎样去面对。。。
好想逃避!
如果老天爷真的对我好的话,请你让它快点结束。。。
不让我领愿你夺走我的性命。。。

Monday, January 16, 2012

It been a long time that I nv update my blog
Only got one word to describe my recent life
That is "terrible"
Curfew always the main cause of everything...
I really don want to have curfew but I don have the right to disobey
Coz is I'm the one who never give her the feeling of secure...
But the funny is I can't even find a person who able to give mi a secure...how to give others a sense of secure???

Working!Study!
Is this the life I want?
I can confirm that it's not!
If can go club...I rather I drink till I drunk and forget everything....
Who can understand the responsibility that I had?
The feeling of having curfew?
I need no one ba...
Friends keep on asking mi what happen...
But I just don want to tell them cox it's too complicated that they will not understand what kind of position that I'm in...

So much problems that troubles mi too!
Cant even settle my own problems yet another issue is coming up
Why cant give mi a break?
It's your own problem but when u must drag mi in...
You know how tong ku I am?
If really got this magic that will not let a person wake up forever after sleeping
I really want to try it!!!!!
I just simply too tired...
Tired till that I really want to rest forever...

Recently got this dream that make mi feel warm and secure!
A dream that I will remember forever!

Dream that after I saw a notice memo from a notice board
I can accept the fact and ran around like crazy to find a place to hid
And sisters managed to find mi from a dark corner
They bring towards a group of guys that holding guitar
One of the guy walk towards mi and told mi this:

"Do u know how worry I am?What if I can't find you?Why u must keep everything to yourself and suffer alone? I'm your boyfriend...seeing you in this state will just make mi feel more heart pain...Escaping is not the only solution.Please don't run away anymore.I will worry sick for you,feel lost and does not know where to find you.U are not alone.You have mi and your beloved sisters there for u."

After hearing this...My heart feel warm and secured.
I know is dramatic.
But if really there's a person told mi these
My heart will melt...
But I know it's impossible de...
In this world,it's impossible that a guy will loved his gf that have the same skin as mi.
So stop dreaming and come back to real world ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!