Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Saturday, December 3, 2011

Just feel like blogging
Exam is in 11days time
I'm so worried abt my exam
Been sick for almost a week
Flu,Fever,headache,dizzy,vomit,sore-throat...
All of them come and visit mi
Thanks to that...I was unable to eat a lot of things...

During my sick period...
My mind been flashing a lot of things&situations
How to said...
I've been asking myself a lot of things...
What kind of person I am...
Why do I exist in this world...
Why up till now I still do not have a bf yet my friends had
A person like mi...does it suit to have friends around mi
Why I need to suffer from enzyme...
Why my family end up like this
What kind of person I'm going to be in future...
And etc

Yet...I still unable to find an answers to it
All these questions have be in my heart for years...
Yet i still unable to find the answers
This shown that I'm a failure...
I once that there's the word "possible"
But till now...Should I believe that word?
I really don know..
Perhaps there is..but will not happen in my life...

In this period...
I actually see a lot of things
People might find that it's immature and childish
But I can see how family worried about mi
Yet I don have the dare to say it in front of them...

Another thing is I found that how immature I am
The moment I said out all my unhappiness about my friend
I actually saying the same thing to myself....
Coz I believe my friends also face the same things on mi too
But all this while I was too scared to admin
So what's the saying that...It will just create a crack in my friendship

Actually a person like mi
Don really deserve all the goods things
Like friends,family and everything
Why should I?

Is it because of all the mind set
that lead to mi have no bf?
I actually don dare to tell my mum how worse her daughter is...
Yet she still stress mi and hope that I will find a bf for myself...
Sometime I really doubt my own feeling?my own self？
Yet there's nothing I can do but to accept it...

No wonder a lot people said
人们最弱的时候是生病的时候
可是人最想得通的时候也是在生病的时候