Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
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Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Monday, December 12, 2011

心情好浮渣
后天就是考试了，压力好大
可是脑海里浮现的印象不止是我所读的东西，还有这几天发生的事
令我心情超不好的
我甚至问我自己这个问题：
“我所谓的兄弟到底是什么？”

你大可可以告诉我你已经看了这部电影
可是为什么要骗我说你要省钱，所以不想看。。。
我问我自己，是不是我做错了什么。。。
为什么总感觉我周围的朋友都在避开我。。。
还是我是注定要一个人。。。？
我并不知道。。。
是我疑心病重，还是我多想了。。。
我现在能真正的体会到姐妹们的感受了。。。
被多年的朋友篇，原来是多么的痛与难受。。。
还是因为小时候作太多坏的事，所以现在受到惩罚？
我不知道。。。
我只知道我好难受，暂时不想和你讲话。。。


为什么老是觉得从小到达没有人喜欢过我？
小时候，有阿公和奶奶在，所以不会感到孤单与寂寞
当他们离开我的时候，我好像从天堂掉进地狱
好难接受他们不会永远在我身边陪伴我与支持我。。。让我觉得好辛苦
喜欢一个男人，可是他却不喜欢我
所有的朋友有讨厌我。。。
阿公和奶奶又离开我。。。
而我又不想让妈咪和阿姨知道我的伤心与痛苦

我是注定没有人要的女孩。。。
一个只能活在黑暗的世界里
没有月光的照射。。。一个人徘徊在黑黑的森林里
而我有那么怕寂寞，怕黑的人
我要怎样还能活下去能？