Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Thursday, June 23, 2011

I just don't know how to describe the feeling
In the morning...I was tired like hell...
So I drag myself to the gym thinking that I will feel better after a run
Instead of feeling better...I feeling more worse...
End up both my shoulder and back ache like hell
Next...My back and shoulders ache till that I went to fell asleep

By the time I wake up...My temper became more worse
I start to throw my temper due to the pain on my shoulders and back
Next...My younger brother get scolded by me
First...he use my app without asking mi...
Next he see my nephew tearing books with stopping him
and he don even bother to do his revision for his prelim and PSLE

Really very angry towards my brother
I was trying to help him so that he will not retard for his PSLE
He at there...instead of using his free time to study...he play
How am I not to get angry???

Recently...
My friend had found his new girlfriend...Congrats him...
Asking mi to find one too...
But I told him that I will not find one unless my brother's stuff are stable...
Honestly specking...I really wanted to find one that I relay on...
But I cant even have the time to take care of myself...
How am I going to have a time to find a bf
Plus finding a person who he like u and u like him...is a very difficult thing...

I really think that I don have the right to like a person
Not I don like him or to tell him that I like him...
But I was fear or outcome and don have the courage to do so
A person like mi...will not being loved or like by another person
So mind as well...staying single and stop day dreaming...

Dreams are beautiful...
But they also can be cruel to u...
Past few weeks ...I been dreaming how we start and every moment that we spend together...
Right now...
I should concentrate on my studies and take care of everyone in the family...

How I wish I can be like ytd...
Seating along the beach alone...
Coz it gives mi a feeling that my grandpa and granny are by my side to support...

I admin that I'm a weak person
A person that I need to relay on someone to support mi...
But I had been trying very hard to live alone in this world...
Just hope that I was able to do that before I collapse...