Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Just wake up with a heavy heart
Recently have been study non-stop
An dlead mi to minor depression and "bao chi zhen"
Doctor had told mi that all these was due to my stress
Only thing to recover was to calm my mind down
So he open a calm medicine for mi
Whenever I start to think that will not happen...I must eat this to calm myself down

Next is...
Recently had been thinking of him
The feeling was wanted to see him but cannot and by some chance u get to see him and he was not there...only think that u can see was recruiting notice
This feeling was terrible and upset
After see that...I start to assume that he 's not working anymore
And I cant get to see him
This feeling really make mi heart pain and terrible
Just had a dream...
From the really start...I start to assume that she are related to this issue
So I dream that
I make thing clear to him and told him what she sae was not true
At first he don really trust mi...but as time goes...he trust mi
and we are together...
We play,watch movie,shopping and etc together...
How sweet...
Even though I know that I was dreaming...
and I told this to him...he sae that I'm not dreaming
But just at the very sweet moment..
My phone rang...all this thing had turn to thick air...
How curl it this...
If I had the choice...I would choose not to wake up from my dream...

Sunday, May 15, 2011

It has been weeks that I have not felt so relax
Went to Mandai Zoo today with my family
It also been 6 yrs since I last step in the Zoo when I was in Sec 2 for my learning Zoo
Having a lot of fun today
Seeing all kinds of animals as we walk around
Den we had hand-make sandwiches for our lunch
Overall...
Although it was tiring...I still enjoy and relax myself....
Hope I was able to enter into the ZOO again

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Had an advance celebration today with my aunt,siblings and cousins
I also takes this opportunities to relax myself
Went to NEX shopping mall to shop and relax
Had Sushi Tei for dinner and brought 2 dresses for myself
It's been months that I had not buy anything for myself
Thinking of buying drama but I got not time to watch
So brought dresses from Cotton On...
But one thing I found it strange...
When I paid for my dresses...I don feel any pain from my heart
Don know is it because I was too stress in my studies

This few weeks...I been study non-stop
Sometime I think that I'm crazy...
I eat a lot everyday,Can't even sleep,thinking things that will not happen and have "huan ting" too
Am I suffering from depression and "bao shi zhen"
The only thing that I know was I feel towards very stress in my studies due to high expectation that I had set for myself
I cannot accept that I score less than 75% for my paper 6
That is what I was stress about and I only left 29days when the clock strike 12
Hence I do not have time to watch drama ...

Anyway
As for Mother's day presents
I brought chocolate for my mummy and a refrigerator for my aunt by sharing it with my cousins
Thanks mummy for giving birth to mi even thought u do had have time to take care of mi.No matter how much I hate u...u still my mum that support mi in my studies.
AS for my aunt,really thanks a lot for taking care of mi and bring mi up for 20yrs.It's been tough for mi to tolerate my temper and stubbornness....
Really thanks a lot!!!
Love U^^