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Love is our Resistance ♥
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

Biography

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The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5


Linksboard

Meet the people I love♥

Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
Blogshop BingMing ChewFong Chynna
Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

Pastentries

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♥ January 2011
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♥ May 2011
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♥ August 2011
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♥ October 2011
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♥ December 2011
♥ January 2012
♥ February 2012
♥ March 2012
♥ November 2015


Creditorials

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Saturday, March 26, 2011

Everything was normal for today
Although heart still ache...But I don feel must pain compare to another day
Just treat it as normal day for mi
But the only thing was to stop myself from going facbook at midnight
HABIT was the most difficult to change
And the only thing to change was to distract yourself by doing another thing
Right Now...I really must thanks to ACCA
Setting my exam at the right time...
It's the first time that I like my exam for coming at the right timing
As now is exam period...I will not have any chance to think of other thing than exam
I believe that time will heal
Since we do like know each other for not so long and I find out quite fast
I can put it down easily compare to Tianhuar
And the only thing I hope was I will pass my exam and get selected by Ploy

As this month alr very bad luck for mi
First gastric pain like crazy,3 "yan zhen" came out in both eyes ,ucler and 2 debit cards&cash 7bucks
Hais
I hate this month

♥our day is full of surprise
10:35:00 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

My mood are always determine by the periods of the years
Especially April,June and September...
Some memories are able to wash away within a short period
While some memories might unable to wash away within your life time
and the only thing u can do was to use your next life to repay

Although AJ told mi that I got nothing to do with the 6years ago situation
But I still feel guilty...after all this thing was cause by mi
If those thing did not happen....I think my secondary school life will be much more better
But there's mothing I can do about it

It has been two years that I did not went to Bishan to see him personally
Either do I pray go there pray
How "bu xiao" I am....
Coz I don't deserve to go there..
Is I am the one that cause this family to become bit and pieces...
So I should be responsible for this...

In order to take this responsible...I don think I turn up for this years
I think Ah Gong also don want to see mi
After all these things happened...I also got no face to see him
Plus he will be more angry to see my current state
A person that are not happy pretend to be happy
He will angry until burst...
The only hope is I would like to dream of him
Even 5mins also can...
I just want my love one to be by my side and let mi cry out...
It's really tiring to let all these tears flow back to my heart
And take a lot of courage to face the fact...


阿公
我不知道你还在生我的气吗。。。可是请原谅我得不孝。
娟娟会永远的爱你

♥our day is full of surprise
7:56:00 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Swollen eyes for two weeks...
OMG...How am I going to go out or class?

Went to consult doctor the day before
and doctor eventually sae my eyes got inflection
Hais...
More worse...now my eyes getting more and more swollen
Hais
Monday still go sch...How am I going to town with these swollen eyes...
Ytd when go to CWP...the people around mi are looking at my eyes
I bet my eyes make mi look ugly:(
Gotta to wear sunglasses from now onwards until my eyes are recover

♥our day is full of surprise
10:38:00 PM

Monday, March 14, 2011

Ytd was the fun and exciting day for my cousins,bro and mi.
First we meet at marsiling mrt and headed to orchard together
When we reach Orchard...It was raining cats and dogs
So no choice we need to get caught in the rain as we did not bring umbrella
Den we sing from 11-5 at K Scape
The song system was good and we had a lot of fun singing
After our K session...headed to Wheelock for our dinner
Had our dinner at Wendy and do a lot of chit chatting
It has been a while since our last meet
And I hope that we can meet again soon
^^

♥our day is full of surprise
8:07:00 PM

Friday, March 11, 2011


It been a long time that I have not seen my relatives le
My grand-aunt and cousin aunt coming to S'pore to visit us
Today(Thur) is the last day to with us before they return back to Australia
Had a lot of fun chit chatting together
But I nv get to go out with them...
Coming friday is the day that they return to Australia...
Hope they will have a save trip
I will miss you...
Looking forwards to your next visit:)

♥our day is full of surprise
12:25:00 AM

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

It's been almost 2 weeks since my last blog
Haha
I'm been sick for almost 2 weeks due to my gastric
YAP...Body is calling for help...as past few days I been forcing myself to study in order to get my study mood yet
Went to consult my doctor and get scolded by him
As I also skip my meals after CNY in order to loss weight
Hais...

As for today...Went to Skin center to consult doctor due to my skin
Know the problem of my skins and found that I will totally recover...
I was upset...As i need to say good bye to beautiful skin
But really hope that the condition will get better
Then I can save money to go BIOSKIN to get rid of the ugly scars...
Haha

Within this two weeks...give mi the feeling that something had happen
I do not know what happen that make xxxxxxx treat mi in this way
I have not be seeing xxxxxxx for almost 2 weeks plus
Forcing myself not to do it even I pass-by coz I do not want to make this a habit
Until ytd I really can't take it...I went to see xxxxxxx and he treat mi this way
I did not ask for more...just to talk to mi or discuss abt our last topic
But xxxxxxx did nothing...

xxxxxxx is the one that change my thoughts that not all the zzzzzzz are the same
But right now xxxxxxx is the one that prove mi that all of them are the same
THere's nothing I can hope for/looking forwards
What xxxxxxx had told mi will not come true...
I will believe any of words that come out from them
Coz they always "said one thing do anther thing"
I'm really a fool for throwing myself out again
And I never do it again unless that person deserve it

Even I scared of darkness...I will surly find a way to escape it
By using Music or drama like what I always do
Even how scared I am for being alone...I still have my family with mi
I'm ready to be single all the way

SINGLES ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥our day is full of surprise
10:21:00 PM