Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
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Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Creditorials

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Thursday, February 17, 2011

How am I going to describe my day?
I'm not sure...
I just know that I had a bad day today
Someone had treated mi like a fool
Go all the way down to compass point...yet I get nothing
I'm really a stupid and fool girl
It's the first time that I shout at her...
Izzit because I was too angry or my family problems?

Recently I really feel so tired...
Tired until I don want to wake up forever
Family situation was in a super huge mess...
And heard something that I should not hear
I'm her daughter...why she want to sae this to my relative...
If she dislike mi or hate mi that I cause my grandfather to passed away...
Den she can just tell straight to mi...
Yet she didn't
I already tried my very best to score well for O levels
But who really see my hard work???
Do u know how much I hurt after knowing all this things...
I want to get close to you...
But every time I try to get close...I'm surly get hurt
How am I going to get close...

I want to like other daughter...
Having girl talk,holding hands when shopping and etc...
But I can't...the main reason is I afraid of getting hurt...

At this point of time...I really wanted a person to be there with mi
But is impossible....Coz no one will like mi...
To mi...the word "Lonely" was the most scary word
Coz I afraid of being alone...I
I afraid of having myself in a room....
I even afraid of staying in a dark environment...
But what can I do?

People always said since I afraid of lonely
Why I don want to have bf...
And the ans that I gave of afraid...
This word can make a person feel stronger but at the same time it will make a person feel coward...
So who I am?