Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Meet the people I love♥

Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
Blogshop BingMing ChewFong Chynna
Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Creditorials

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Thursday, January 27, 2011

I think my destiny is remain as private student
All my hard work had gone to waste...and nothing was left for mi
Everyone told mi that as long as i put in hard work...my hard work will pay off
But I get nothing even though I had putted in my hard work
Why?Who can tell mi the reasons???

I once told myself that I can put any hopes on everything that I did
But I failed to do so!!!
I put in hope on my JPSAE applicaton...
Now what I get was unsuccessful
Did I done anything wrong???
Or it is my 报应 for what I did to my family many years ago???
If I never did that....my grandpa will not leave us and my family will be united as before
I really don't know how many sadness that I going to face in future
Sometime I really feel like giving up...
Giving up everything I have...my family,friends and education coz I 'm not sure whether I can hang in for how long

My family was in a huge mess and I felt lost
I does not know how to tell or answer to AJ
Now my JPSAE was unsuccessful...
Then what I going to face in future....

After seeing my result...I really feel like crying out
I really need a shoulder for mi to cry out all my unhappiness
And it remains mi of ALOY
Coz he is the first person who treat mi as his sister/brother
He always there for mi when I sad just like that time when I know that rTH don't like mi
he lend mi his shoulder for crying without any words

How I wish that today I have a shoulder for crying
And what I can do after my result was to hid inside the toilet to do my crying

Maybe is part of growing up in live ba