Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
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HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Monday, January 31, 2011

Although I feel cold during raining day
But I love this kind of weather
as it will always give mi a feeling that they are by my side...
I miss them a lot...yet I cant get to see them...

Raining day always give mi courage,energy and power to face all the thing
I don know since when I declare that raining day is my day
But I can confirm that whenever I feel down...I just hope that it is a raining day
So that I no need to drop a single tears...
And even if I do...no one will get to see it coz I will walk in a rain without holding an umbrella
Especially now....I really need this kind of energy to face my family situation
I cant even imagine what the images are going to like on the new year eve
Without Big Aunt's family and Second Uncle's family...this kind of dinner is meaningless
I don know what had happen between the adult as it is beyond my control to ask
But I'm sure something serious is going to happen to mi and my entire family
Which I'm scared off...
I know that I'm going to face "this situation" in future
But I did not expect that I going to face it at the age of 19++

How can I be sure?
Coz my sixth sense told mi...
In the past I don believe my sixth sense
But lately I started to believe...as my sixth sense is getting more and more accurate especially those unlucky and unhappy things...

I just hope that no matter what happen between the adults
We can still be unnited as a big family
Coz every problem will have a solution but that does not apply to boy girl relationship...