Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Sunday, January 2, 2011

The start of 2011 was tiring
Coz there are a lot of unsettle things that I can't find any solutions to solve it
I'm scared that which I most worried about will actually come true
If it's really come true...what am I going to do???
I just want my family to be united again...it is so difficult to fulfill???

I totally lost all my dreams and hope
I once told to myself that I live for myself...not for others
But how about now???
I know my future job is I want to be accountant...
But if I really can fulfill it and my family is not there with mi
What's the point...

I had waste a lot of time for not working hard to united my family for past one month plus
And now is the consequence for ignoring all those things for past few weeks

So I had decided to build a more stronger and harder wall in my heart
in order to prevent myself from feeling the same hurt again
That is the only think I can do for myself...

No matter how tired I am
I still must hhang in there
Coz that is my job...my responsibility and my duties...