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Love is our Resistance
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

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The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "


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Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5


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Sunday, January 16, 2011

我的心好痛
我没有想到你会这么说我
你总是想到你的面子,那你有没有想到我的感受?
我承认在金钱方面是我欠你
可是你到底要我这么做你才会开心?
我真的不知道。。。

今天你要我去巴刹帮你卖鱼
我都去了
可是我却得到的是我丢了你的脸,原因就是因为我的皮肤问题
你以为我想要我的皮肤这样的吗?
我不想要!!!
我想要和其他的女生一样,可以穿裙子出门,可以穿可爱的衣服
可是我不能,以为我的手脚皮肤
你懂吗?
每当我和朋友出去的时候,我有多羡慕那些在逛街的女生
我羡慕她们可以穿裙子逛街

以前的我,是很喜欢穿裙子逛街
自从我在小五的了这个皮肤病之后,我发现我不能穿裙子,我的心感到好痛
那时候跟你说我想要去看皮肤医生,你不给我钱看
而现在你却说我丢了你的脸,我的心好痛
你是生我出来的妈妈,可是你却对我说这些话

你知道吗。。。当我发现我得到这中皮肤病
我要花多大的勇气去面对人们的眼关
在学校的时候,总是给我的同学笑我
那时候的我,你懂我这样熬过来的吗?

你知道吗。。。我曾经好恨你
我恨你为什么把我生下来之后,你把我丢在阿姨家,然后自己出国玩
之后当弟弟出生后,你重男轻女。。。不管我的感受
当我长大后,我总是把我当成玩具
想到我的时候,就发现我的存在
不想我的时候,就丢我在一边
几乎每一年,你都忘记我的生日

在中二的时候,因为我的不小心
你不让我去医院见阿公的最后一面
你知道那时候,我在责怪我自己吗?

好不容易我把那些仇恨给收藏起来
想要好好的拉进我们之间的距离,你却对我说这些话
那你有没有想到我的感受

那你懂不懂为什么我到现在我都不敢谈一场恋爱吗
不是应为阿姨的反对或是没时间,还是应为我感到累了
是应为我的皮肤
我没有勇气或力量去面对那些男生对我的眼关
我好怕当对方要跟我分手的原因是因为我的皮肤不好

所以真到现在,我连想都不要想就拒绝那些男孩子
就算他们对我说他们会等,我都不会相信
因为男生总是说一套做一套

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