Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Meet the people I love♥

Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
Blogshop BingMing ChewFong Chynna
Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Friday, December 31, 2010

I guss tis is my last post for 2010
Spending my New Yr eve doing OT in the office
Coz need to do closing for the year

Let do a summary for the year 2010
Honesty specking I heard 2010
Coz I don feel happy in 2010 especially the Nov and Dec
First I was moody about TianHuar after I saw him plus I pm him at FB he nv reply mi
Next I was unable to have an enjoyable day on my birthday due to my aunt
Den some serious things happened in my family which will cause my family to become bit and pieces
Yet I cant even find any solution to solve it

As other are
-Lossing my friendship
-Bond are not strong as before
-etc

So many happened in 2010
And that's the reasons why I want 2010 become history
Although I know nothing good will happen to mi
I just want to make one wish for 2011
That is I want all my family members always stay happy and united
As long as they are happy and united...I will feel happy
Even want mi to give up certain things I also will do it
Right now...I just hope that all my family members can turn up on CNY Eve
That all I want...

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Today I was very excited and relax
It's been a long time that I never feel so happy le
First in the morning...Kira pick a fight with mi
I though my whole day was spoiled
Eventually I was wrong

Today office was holding an advance X'mas party
Around 10.30...the director of the Finance dept brought everyone a X'mas presents
That include temp staff who is mi
Hahas
Den at 11.30...the party had started
Had buffet for our lunch
Then play 3 types games

1st game: Singing X'mas songs
2nd: Becoming artists
3rd: Testing Memories

Out of the three games...The 2nd game is the best
Coz it's the most funny game as we get to se those funny drawings that were drew by others
Before the party end...we had a gift exchange session
The party had 2 hrs...
It was fun and enjoyable

Even after our party...we even dont have the mood to work
So slack for 20mins before get back to work
Thanks family and friends for the birthday and X'mas present

Birthday:
AJ-Gifts from Seoul
Aunt-Inchiba
Joey&Eve-Beautiful clothes
Parents-AngBao
Family-A family gathering and dinner
Sam(TICL)-Chocolate
SzeiYing(supervisor)-Lunch treat
Selene&HP-Celebration

X'mas:
AJ-Gift from Seoul
Aunt-Japanese Buffet
Joey-Beautiful clothes
EVE-Lip Gloss,eye shadow and nail polish
BB-nail polish
SiHua-Lip stick

Thanks You for the presents^^

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

The day before when back to my own hus
coz having a family gathering and dinner
It's been months that we had nv gather together
After seeing ytd atmosphere...I found that what I had did is worth it
My wish for this yr is I want my family always stay united and happy
That all I want...I know is simple
But at least if I saw them happy...it will also bright up my day
I also get a surprise from my parents
Thinking that they had forgotten my birthday...they eventually passed an ang bao
and wish mi happy birthday
Actually I don need any present from them...I just want them to remember my birthday every year
That all I want for my birthday present

Den ytd holding a celebration at Woodlands
First I request for early leave at my work place
And they approved
After which had a lunch treat from my supervisor,Szei Ying as my birthday treat
Thinking that ytd will go on smoothly as what I had expected
But I was wrong...My mind was all about him
and got a few moment I had forgotten that it my birthday
I don really feel happy ytd...but I tried to charge up the atmosphere
Went to Partyworld to sing
But when it comes to the song Lucifer...
The atmosphere became very jialet
Coz I my aunt called mi to scold mi for going home late
Is she the one that give mi permission to be Cinderella
Den she just called mi and scold mi
It's the first time and year that I shed tears on this day
I just want to enjoy and feeling relax the special day of mine
is it so difficult...

Actually I should not put too much hope on this day
Coz every year is not so prefer as what it is
2006-Low sales result
2007-Had a big quarrel with my buddies
2008-Realise that TH does not even like mi
2009-Paarents had forgotten my birthday
2010-Get scolding from aunt

All these are enough for mi
If I cant even enjoy this day
What the point of celebrating...
I really feel like fighting for my right
If I do...I will end up quarreling with my aunt and it led everyone not happy
So what the point?
So I give up...and pretend that nothing had happened ytd
Coz that is my wish
I want my parents and love oness to be happy
Even I need to give up certain things...I also will do it...

Friday, December 17, 2010

Happen a lot of thing today
First...aunt eventually found out about TH
She called mi in the morning angrily
I really don know what to do
I feel lost and I cried
My tears just drop automatically when I was on the way to the company
Next is doing wrong tax report for my manager
End up I takes 3 hours to adjust the report
Last is miss the drop off point
Hais....The whole day was thinking should I tell my aunt the truth or what
I don know...
If I tell the truth...she will be worry abt mi
If I nv...she will be angry

Honesty specking...I still miss him
I even cried for a few night without letting anyone know
Lately...I found a diary while I tidy up my drawer
The diary was meant to note down each and everyday that I spent with him
Now then I realize that I choose to forget some of the impt memories
and this memories is happened two years back at Doreen's charlet
when Aloy, my buddy told mi what TH had told him
After which so many thing happen at charlet
Is it because of these that way I choose to forget the impt things?

How I wish I can back to the crazy woman again....

Friday, December 10, 2010

这几天心情都不好
好想哭又好像发脾气
可是我不能样做，因为我好怕输了这长3/4年的战

前天还跟姐妹们到JurongPoint吃晚餐
聊了我们的喜怒哀乐
姐妹们说得对，我能选择逃避一次，可是我不能逃避一辈子
就算我能避免不要去Bugis,Tampines,TPY,AMK和Marine Parade
我还是忘不了他
我告诉她们过了15号我会尽我的权力把他给忘了
可是我根本不知道我能做得到吗

我好想让自己变得更加坚强
可是我不知道该怎么做

距离20号，还有9天的时间
每一年我都在等2个人的SMS
不是我的姐妹么们或是男性朋友
而是我的父母
我好希望他们能够记得他们唯一一个女儿的生日
如果他们真的忘了。。。我该怎样过或面对那一天呢
我改用平常心去面对
还是悲伤的心去面对呢

觉得好累，好浮渣哦

Saturday, December 4, 2010