Resistance♥

Sunday, November 28, 2010

有一段时间没有用华语写部落格了
希望我的华语没有退步

这些日子我的脑海里都会出现天豪的样子
让我感到好痛苦，好想哭
我好后悔我当初做的决定

当初我觉得忘掉他好痛苦
所以我就决定把他藏在我心里的最深处
以为只要我不再去想我跟他曾经一起过的开心的日子
我就能100%的忘了他

直到那天我看到他的时候，我才知道那只是我单纯的想法
如果当初我把他100%的忘了他，今天我就不会那么痛苦了
我好希望这几天能够下整天的雨，这样就可以淋醒我自己

就像今天，我好希望能够下整天的雨
可是到了下午，雨就停了
今天去了CWP购物
本来想去TS买戏的，那我的心里可能会好一点
可是没有一部戏是我想看得

所以就去了鞋店买了一双鞋
还去了watson买了瘦身膏
可是但我买的时候，我的心好痛
不懂是不是我花了好多钱的关系

现在我除了让我自己活在偶像剧和音乐的世界
以及把自己弄得比以前更加忙碌与疲累以外
我真的不知道我还可以做什么来停止我对他的思恋
我好想恨他，这样我就可以好过一点
可是我发现我恨不了他
而且恨一个人是一件好累的事哦

真希望我能尽快把他给赶出我的世界

♥our day is full of surprise

9:16:00 PM

Friday, November 26, 2010

I've been losing my attitude this few days
The feeling is similar to a bomb that going to explode anytime
Yet I can only try to control my tamper

Anyway today as per normal
Wake up in the morning for working
and when comes to after work
Meeting my sisters at Bugis for dinner
Den we walked to Marine Square to have our dinner at Just Asia
After our dinner we take bus 960 home
It was the first time that we talked for the whole journey from CityHall all the way to Marsiling
It was the fun day by talking to each other
Hope our coming up even will be successful...

♥our day is full of surprise

10:53:00 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I don know what happen to mi lately
I started to worry about my O levels result...
My mind was all about him...yet I cant shake him off
I miss my grandma as 27th Nov is the death anniversary
I'm worried about my home financial problems
And etc...

My mood was not really very good this few days
But I cant do anything about it
Today I even make a mistake by quarrel with my buddy about certain things
Although she understand what I'm talking
But I still feel "guo yi bu qu"

Good is that today is raining day
So I calm myself down by walking and singing in the rain
Sang yu ai as it is the sang that can catch the feeling easily in the rain and describe my feeling
Just hope that tml I will be alright

♥our day is full of surprise

8:47:00 PM

Friday, November 19, 2010

Today had a lot of fun with sisters
By rite I'm meeting two group of people
One is Sisters and the another is WenJun
But WenJun got something crop up...soI also meet sister
Meeting Selene at Woodlands and take train to Bukit Gombak to meet Chynna and had a hair cut
After which we headed to Orhard to have Wanton Noodles for our lunch
We had a lot of fun
We do some shopping and chit chat with each other
Before we go home...We went to Paragon to have our dinner at Jin Tai Feng
It's really a fun day for us
And I will try to have more of this kind of outings with my sisters

♥our day is full of surprise

8:16:00 PM

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Sneezing and coughing so badly
Thanks to the weather and aircon

Today went to two places that TH and mi had a lot of memories
That are T.P.Y and Bugis
We used to share the same areas

T.P.Y is the first place the take care of mi
I remember that time I was having high fever and I still on MC
But I still go out field plus my carlist was my guy
So there no one take care of mi
Den when I reach T.P.Y...I saw TH and his carlist
So I faster reach my bell and went to rest at MAC
Then he came towards mi just to take care of mi
plus he also working hand in hand with his buddy to take turns to take care of mi

As for Bugis
I remember that time I also sick and I went to look for him at BB
That is the second time he take care of him
Plus that time I really like him a lot...

As for now
No matter how hard I try to throw him out
I still unable to it

♥our day is full of surprise

7:33:00 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2010

I just hate staying at home on Sunday
Coz I know that my mind will flash back all my past when I was in business
By right I should be doing shopping with jie and Selene
But Selene sae she's not free and Jie is working
So no choice but to stay at home

The whole afternoon was surfing the net
After which went to have my afternoon nap
Dream on those days that TH share the same areas as mi
How Aloy trying to create chances for mi
And those days that I morning call him
It's really a memorable days

Sometime I really got a feeling that I was trap in those days
No matter how hard I trying to forget those days
I still can't do it

Ytd Jie asked mi how come up till now I still unable to forget him
I told her the whole story
From how we get to know each other
to those days that we share the same area
Finally how he hurt mi
But I was lucky that I never start a relationship with him

Now what I can do was to distract myself from thinking
That is the only way I can do for myself

♥our day is full of surprise

7:48:00 PM

Saturday, November 13, 2010

It a such a memorable day when I was in the business
First is under Henry
With my buddies Jon,Vincent,JinHui,Georgiana,WanNi and etc
We had a fun day out the field

Follow which...I went to over to Chris's office with JunHui
With my buddies Doreen,Aloy,Gracia,Michelle and TH
Sharing the same area each and everyday
Having breakfast and dinner together
Get scolded by Chris together
Play together
Sharing cab home together with Aloy almost everyday
All these are memorable days for mi

But is it due to the memories...that makes mi cant put him down
Those days we been seeing each other everyday
Morning call him everyday and even helps him with his sales
I really expect that I had done a lot things for him
Now I went to acc Elaine for a month
Although I know that the sad feeling will come back to mi
But I didn't expect that it came back faster that I thought
Now I can only depend on K-ing,drama,music and working to stop myself from thinking of him

♥our day is full of surprise

11:12:00 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Happy 6th month Birthday to Rooney
YiYi LOVE U
Must always stay cute^^

In the morning force myself to wake up coz need to go work
Den headed to TS to buy present for BoyBoy coz he like to listen to song
After which go to VivoCity...
Sales turned up to be unexpected result
So had girls talk with Elaine for 2 hours
and headed home
That two hours we talked about past and present
Both of us are in bad mood
Hence we sang 匿名的好友，雨爱 and 够爱
as these songs can describe our current feeling
I just hope that I can go through this time round
and totally chase him out of my world

Although I know the best way to forget him is to start a relationship
But I will not choose that path
As it is consider as using another guy to forget him
Hope that these days are able to pass quickly

♥our day is full of surprise

7:23:00 PM

Monday, November 8, 2010

为何他不能完完全全的消失在我世界里

我不是早就忘了他吗？

可是为什么当我看到他的时候，我的心还会痛？

一想到那些快乐的日子，我就会不知不觉地笑

可是当我想到他对我所做的事，我的心就会感到痛，就很像大哭一场

为什么？

我真希望从明天开始，他不会出现在我脑海了

♥our day is full of surprise

10:36:00 PM

Saturday, November 6, 2010

I should have forget TH and hate him
But why I still feel pain in my heart when I saw him at town
My mind just flash back those time and period that I spent with him in the business
How I get to know him...Those morning I morning call him one I wake up...
Those days that we see each other in Douby station and went office together...
The days that we are in the same areas out in the fields helping him with his sales...
Those days I was sick and he take care of mi out in the field...and etc..

Why cant all these things just flash back in my mind
Why there is no liquid fluid or eraser to remove all these memories
There memories not just contains those happy time but also how he 利用 mi
It also shown that how stupid/fool I am
Hais

I had built a high wall in my heart to stop myself from relationship as it is the only way to prevent myself from getting hurt
But yet I still feel the pain from past memories
What else I can do....If they will with mi...I will be feeling so lost and can retain a lot of energy

Right now...I really not sure how long my energy can last
Really feel like going K-ING as it is the only way I can recharge...
Just hope everything are alright in ADULT WORLD

♥our day is full of surprise

1:06:00 PM

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Finally I had finished my O level
Although these few weeks are tough for mi
as many things had happened on mi
But I still I enjoyed it as it is part of my life

As for today...
The paper were easily
But that does not mean that I can pass well
as they might abject the passing rate/marks
Hope I can get B/A for POA
After which went to have celebration with AJ and Amily
by eating dinner at Steven's Cafe
It's been a long time that I nv get to see AJ as both of use are busy with our own stuffs
But still I enjoy today
Now the only thing that I worried of was my results

It's time I need to step in the adult world le
Coz many things are waiting for mi to solve
First is financial...Second is family dinner and last is the mood of my family members
Coz if My family members are happy...I will also feel happy
They are the ones that are most impt to mi
As for friends...I will say that it comes second...
For mi...is last....
Haha
Hope I can enjoy staying in adult world^^
JiaYou JiaYou JiaYou

♥our day is full of surprise

10:41:00 PM

Monday, November 1, 2010

Just return back home from Changi Airport
It been years that I never been to Changi Airport even since I was in Pri2
Today is the day that my cousin back to local from their honeymoon
So we thinking of giving them a surprise by going to airport to pick them
But in the end...they give us a surprise by arriving early
After which went to had supper with my aunt,brother,cousin and Roinne at the airport
And wait for the cab at least 15-30mins
Anyway thanks cousin for the present that u had brought for mi at Taiwan
I really love it

Tml is my POA paper
Wish mi all the best for the paper
and hope my throat will recover faster

♥our day is full of surprise

12:05:00 AM