Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

Linksboard

Meet the people I love♥

Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
Blogshop BingMing ChewFong Chynna
Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Creditorials

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Saturday, October 16, 2010

What am I doing?
I only left less than 2 weeks toward my O level
Yet I still worry about other things...
Had sleepless night...I cant even close my eyes
Whenever I close my eyes...those pictures will just appear in my mind without any notice
I cant even distract myself from thinking even I was studying
I notice my pillow was filled with pool of water when I tidy my bed
I just donno how to handle
I just want to slot all the misunderstanding with xxx...
and I didn't expect that it will end up with this
More than 10yrs of friendship are gone due to this
I once put a hope that xxx and mi can be back to those days that we use to be
But I was wrong...
and I didn't expect that xxx will told mi the same things what Doreen had told mi
Hi Bye friend is not I want to hear
Yet I heard it again from a different person
The pain in my heart was unrecoverable unless something has to be done
What are the things I can do?
distract it by studying?watching drama?or let it be

My tears just drop off from whenever my mind flash back
Both of them were telling mi the same things
But yet I still cant accept it

Went to library all by myself to study
Thinking that I will not recall anything about ytd online
But I was wrong...
While studying...My tears just drop...
I cant even control my tears from dropping...
And consistently I cry for half an hour
With my eye swollen and nose turning red
Thinking of going TS to see those CDs and Dvd will chang emy mood like it use to be
But end up nothing change in my mood
except my grastric become more pain...