Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
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Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Saturday, October 2, 2010

Everything was my fault
I purposely create a fight at home
Is these a joke tht God had given mi?
I should consider yesterday...
Yesterday is Children Day
Yet I spend my whole day getting scolded from everyone in the house

Actually I should blame them
Coz partly is my fault
I was in bad mood for the whole day
Thinking and missing someone else that are impt to mi

We should feel warm at Children Day
But I feel lonely...in fact I've been thinking if someone is by my side
I should feel a bit of warm
But that is impossible...
Since I don trust relationship...I should not have any hope in it
But the main thing is I'm scared of loneliness
I afraid of being alone at night...leaving myself in a dark room

Maybe that is the feeling that
I lock myself in a world that I have enter it before
And I should be getting use to it and take a full responsible of the decision I made

Just finish watch the last EP of Summer's Desire
Ever since I start watching this drama...my tears jsut flow out without any control
Same goes to the last EP
I cry non-stop while watching it...
In fact I can feel the pain in my heart...
A pain that I had faced before in Sec 2
But the different is I choose to run away the fact that my loved ones had leave mi alone in this world
I even think that Granny is by my side to lend mi her shoulder
But everything was a dream...
Once I wake up...I was alone in the living room watching Summer's Desire
Even I cry until my eyes were swollen...no one will even know...
Now I hope that tonight I can dream of my granny
Den I can cry out all the unhappiness...

To mi the word happiness was no longer appear in my dictionary
Coz I had lost the chance of being happy
and forget what the feeling was like...