Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Long time did not blog liao
Now is Hungry Ghost festival
But I don feel scared
Eventually if I get to see one of them,I will actually will beg them to bring mi along
I just don knw why...
The accident that I have 4 yrs ago
Should have kill mi...But why I still alive?
Is it mean that God want mi to suffer for what I have done
to my friends and family
A big family that I use to have,have broke into smaller pieces
That is why I get the punishment now

Even though my aunt told mi that friends are not able to last long
But I still believe tht they are able to last long no matter what
we had done to each other
But now should I believe my aunt?
Is true that I have done wrong
But I really don expect that will turn up so serious
All I said id tru but there no one to believe mi

Up to now...what god have give mi is to
give and take
What he had given mi that can use money to but
will end up taking away from mi that money cannot buy
Like my family,friends and even relationship with the close one
I should understand this sentence when I was at the age of 6 the moment that
my mon said I am a fu da for her every time I want to go back my real home

But up still now...den I understand is too late for mi
and the next thing that god is taking from mi was
my accounting result and O level exam

Now I really don have the drive to go on
And if the 23rd come,I will be more worst if I failed my exam
Den I really don have motivation

Right now,I'm really all by myself
No more will be beside mi forever
So really there no point for mi to go on
Is it the time I should give out my upcoming exams?

I cant pretend that all these things never happen
If at first I everything keep to myself
I bet non of these will happen

If I have the third eyes that can get to see my grandparents by chances
I will beg them to bring juan juan along with them
Coz I really sick and tired of what god had take from mi

If everything was due to fate and I cant change my density myself
I will told God I really give up le
If u want to take my soul or spirit away
I will let u take by all means