Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
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Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Saturday, August 28, 2010

How I wish tonight will have a heavy rain
Coz I really feel like crying
Hungry Ghost festival only left a few more week
But up to now I still cant get to see my grandparents
I think they might be angry of mi as I break the promises
I promise them that I will not cry but yet I secretly cry at night
I promise them that I will leave happily no matter what
But right now I'm not...Not because due to friends but responsibilities

If there is a chance for mi to escape all the responsibilities
I will...
But I cant...if I escape now....everything will be gone
5yrs ago...because of an accident that I cause...
My family break into smallest pieces...no matter how hard I try to put them together
They still cant went back to the same as before

People always sae that
I'm not the one should bear it...But I don think so
I owed to this family a lot...
So I should be the one fulfill it

Brothers' education...Financial problems...Family situations...parents hope and dreams...
set as a example in term of education...my own dreams and many many more
All these responsibilities are to fulfill when I was alive
Handling all these things really make mi feel tired...
I really hope I can have a super long break
But that is only when I not alive...
Because of these...I choose to be childish and immature
Coz I knw once I leave my childish world...
I can no longer laugh and it does not provide mi with the energy for mi
So I choose to stay a world that will at least provide mi
a little bit of laugh,childhood memory and energy

Honestly specking, Happy go Lucky don not suit my character
And the only thing that really will make mi feel happy as well as forget all the responsibilities
was my cute little nephew,Rooney Boy
He is my first nephew that I will dote a lot in future
Coz I don want him to live like mi...
Everyday keep on worry and unhappy