Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Monday, August 16, 2010

Finally is time to get on with my work
Although my mood is still the same
But O Level is more important than everything else
Coz I cant expect myself to fight
the exam war,family war and friendship war at the same time
So I finally made my decision
Instead of fight the friendship war...I will let it be...
Coz I really got no more strength

Actually I find it worth it
Coz god exchange my friendship with the distance between my mum and mi
Although we had been through a lot of things
But in the end decision is up to God

So why not I use the time to study my Os
Now I finally believe in this world
There's no such 2 words called "true friends"
Coz everyone is selfish

The words "True Friends"
is care for each and other...
facing everything together...
and believe each other...

But all these I cant find it between my friends and mi
I not siding myself
I can said I'm selfish and only think of my family
Coz that is part of mi...I cant change it as it is from generation to generation
Who can I blame...
My mum...my aunt or god...

People are saying mi that I only care for myself
But if a situation is between friends and family
How I'm going to choose...
I cant expect myself not to choose my family
As they are the most impt things to mi
But how abt friends...All I can sae is due to fate

Maybe my friends and mi are so called
"you yuan wu feng"
I accept it...
But I cannot accept that they sae I care my self more than anyone else
I try to have a balance between family myself and friends
But in the end I failed
And non of them saw it except my cousins

So now I choose family instead of friends
No matter how had I try...I will still get nothing
Why no I choose my family
They will be 24 hrs by my side
But the only thing is I will not tell them anything as I don want them to worry abt mi
I can said I childish but I also can be mature...
Is just the matter I want to release or not...
But whether to release or not...They will still said that I'm childish
So there no point to release it out
and I'm choose to lock myself in a childish world
As that is the world I enjoy it and reminds of a lot of my childhood memories...

As for now
I will just let it be nature
as friends are come and go whatever they like