Today happen a lot of unluck thingsI really don knw how to face all these thing
The moment when I heard my bro's hand cant move and hold the pen
I really felt so scared...
I scared when had happened in 7yrs ago...happen again
Back then...I 'm the one that cause him cannot walk for almost a yr...
And coz of what I done...it affect his studies...
Now...although I'm not the one tht cause his hand cant move
I really felt afraid
As a eldest sister and the only daughter in the family...
I have the responsibility of taking good care of my 2 younger brothers...
But yet what had happen today
I really feel so helpless...
Not jus I cant even help my brother...
but I ruins everything...
Being eldest in the family...
I really felt so stressed up...
Maybe AJ was right...I should let go of everything
But I really scared tht I don have the courage to face everything
As well as I scared tht the moment I let go..
I will ruin my youngest bro future...
Right now...I really don have the mood to do my revisions anymore...
All my mind was about my brother...
♥our day is full of surprise
11:10:00 PM