Saturday, May 29, 2010
Exam is coming soonBut I jus got the feeling tht I'm tiredAndwanted to put a stop to all theseThe day before went to see my bro's teacherAnd the comment tht I received was asked my brother to gospecial school when he finish his PSLEI really don knw wht to do...If he go to tht sch....my mum surly put all the blame on miI knw I'm the eldest child in the familyBut I already done my bestSome time I really want to cry outLike I always done in the pastBut I already promise my grandfathertht I will not drop any tears no matter wht happenAll my closest one told mi to focus on my studies onlyBut the problem is 我做不到Coz the is my brother,my sibling...Right nowI only can look forward to the special dayTht is 13june...Tht is the day I don want to be alone Coz I knw tht is the day I will break down easilyOnloy aj will knw wht is the dayCoz he is my closest cousinAlthough I miss them a lotBut I can only accept tht they had left miSince young they are the one who dote mi a lotBut aft they left...No one really dote mi...and give mi a feeling of loneliness How I wish I will able to see them in my dreams:(Thanks grandma and grandfather for giving mi the strength to walk until now谢谢阿公和奶奶给我这个力量让我做到现在娟娟不会让你们对我失望的我会努力的走下去
♥our day is full of surprise
5:06:00 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2010
HahaBack to blog againRecently think a lot of thingsand Came out with a lot of solutionSo now I was down with flu and cough:(Honestly specking...Sometime I will think why all my friends have BF beforeBut I don hve...But at the same time I saw a lot of sad ending happening around meIn the past I will always envy my friendsBut now I will not In these 18.5 yearsI like 3 guysand Out of these 3guys...I really learn my lessonSo now all I can sae...I rather be single den in a relationshipMaybe because I was fear tht sad ending will happen But rite now I want to put 100% focus in my studiesAnd in order to do soI had told my grandpa abt itand he agreeSo now I have the help from my grandpaAndi can 100% focus in my studies
♥our day is full of surprise
8:55:00 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Today was my youngest brother's birthdayI wish him "Happy Birthday"In the aftnoon...went to national library to continue my revisionAft which went to CWP to mit my cousin and my auntfor my lunch and dinnerWe had Swensen for our lunch and dinnerDen Home sweet Home
♥our day is full of surprise
9:58:00 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
It had been a long time
tht I have not been blogger
and the reason are
I'm Lazy and Busy
Even since my nephew was born
I was busy with my studies,
my bro's homework
as well as
taking care of my nephew
Exam is in 2-3weeks time
and yet I still have cover a lot of thing
Hai
Tis few days also quarrel with my aunt
abt my bro's work
Hai
All my parents care abt was my bro's PLSE
And
wat abt mi?
I also taking my exam...
and
all they care was the grade tht my bro is getting
WTH
Exam is coming..
and
they still want mi to spend more time in my bro's work
WTH...
I hate tis kind of feeling
♥our day is full of surprise
4:59:00 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Got see the cute little guy?Tis is my nephew
Today my cousin had give birth le
So went to visit her and my cute little nephew
at East Shore Hospital(Parkway East Hopital)
in the aftnoon
When we reach there
I saw my cousin look so tired aft giving birth
So help her to an mo...so she can feel better
Aft the while..the nurse carry Ronney boy in
Wow...he was so CUTE
We stay at hospital around 8 den we return hm
Finally I had upgrade to become 表姨
Although it's sound a bit old...
But still acceptable:)
♥our day is full of surprise
10:11:00 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
Today wake up super earlyJieJing also get surprise by mi
Coz I wake up at 5.30am
People will be wondering why I wake up so early
Is because today my aunt need to send my cousin
to hospital to get ready to give birth to Rooney Boy
Haha
In the morning
We order MAC breakfast
And was delivered to us at 5.45am
Aft finish the breakfast...
Aunt bring Cousin to hospital
While I bring my youngest bro to sch
By rite I will able to see Rooney Boy today de
But he don want to come out
So not choice but to wait for tml
Tml will be a big day for mi
Coz I going to become BIAO YI le
HahA
♥our day is full of surprise
10:41:00 PM
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Today happen a lot of unluck thingsI really don knw how to face all these thing
The moment when I heard my bro's hand cant move and hold the pen
I really felt so scared...
I scared when had happened in 7yrs ago...happen again
Back then...I 'm the one that cause him cannot walk for almost a yr...
And coz of what I done...it affect his studies...
Now...although I'm not the one tht cause his hand cant move
I really felt afraid
As a eldest sister and the only daughter in the family...
I have the responsibility of taking good care of my 2 younger brothers...
But yet what had happen today
I really feel so helpless...
Not jus I cant even help my brother...
but I ruins everything...
Being eldest in the family...
I really felt so stressed up...
Maybe AJ was right...I should let go of everything
But I really scared tht I don have the courage to face everything
As well as I scared tht the moment I let go..
I will ruin my youngest bro future...
Right now...I really don have the mood to do my revisions anymore...
All my mind was about my brother...
♥our day is full of surprise
11:10:00 PM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Finally found a solution to solve everythingThat is to 100% focus on my studies
Super thanks to my leader for reminding me that
I came from the FOCUS team...
Coz of the word "Focus"...
I recalled the most wonderful time that I spent in VA with all my super best buddies
EG: How we practice our pitch in the Prime Time Room
The wonderful and funny meeting run by JunHui and Henry
The time that we use to eat our breakfast everyday in Bugis
The time that we spent out in the field
The Bells,Gongs and Century that I used to ring and hit with my buddies
And also not to forget the place(Uncle's place) that we used to go for our dinner
All these wonderful memories will always still in my heart forever
Coz of these memories...
It's remind mi the purpose "Focus" and "Courage"
That is to have
100% focus on that the things that we should do...not the thing that should not do
As well as
Have the courage to face all the difficulties that was waiting for us
Due to all these things
I had re-arrange my mind
So I decided to have 100% focus on my studies
Coz only good results will lead us to a bright future
As for the so called relationship...
I decided to throw them in a rubbish bin and will nv pick up again
Finally
I wanted to thanks my cousins,my darling gals and ,my buddies
for giving the support and giving mi the memories of VA
VA is my first job and also my most wonderful job that I have:)
♥our day is full of surprise
11:46:00 PM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
What happen to mi today?Keep on taking the wrong orders and lead to 5 refundsWTH...Today really very tired...Drop off to work at 1am in the morning...Reach hm at 2plusDo all my things until 3plus Went to bed less than 3hrs...and need to wake up again at 6plusCoz need to reach work at 9amHaiToday really got a lot of pplThanks to the Iron Man and IP manCoz of two shows...make we super super busyBusy until no time to rest...But manage to have a super short break at 1plus...haiReally want to work midnight again...But I think ytd is the first and the only last timeHaiSuddenly feeling so sad siaOne is my own personal thingAn the other is I cannot get to see Jaryl and Zeezam aft I come back from my one month breakCoz Jarly attachment finish and Zeezam was transfer to other outlets:(
♥our day is full of surprise
10:40:00 PM
Blog again!
Wake up at 6plus to bring my bro go sch
Den on the way to coffee shop to find my aunt...
I saw him in a car...so chase aft the car...
But the car was too fast tht I cant even chase it ti see it clearly
Due to tis stutation...affect mi the whole day
Went to work at 11plus
Den reach the cathay at 1plus
So went to buy KFC for my lunch(hope can change my mood)
But still useles...
Hence,I do nothing but to do things tht was assign to mi
Work at concess for 3hrs...den went to help to set up the event
The event take 2hrs to finished
So aft tht went to open counter at concess until 1am
Wow...It's the first time I doing until midnight
And it was fun to serve customers at tis timing
But still....my mind was all abt him...
HAI
Finally...aft the 12hrs of working
I finally can take cab home le
If u appear like nobody business....den I rather u nv appear...
Some time I really hope if a human can live w/o a heart...tht will be a wonderful things
Coz u will not feel any pain towards tis kind of things
♥our day is full of surprise
2:58:00 AM
Score well for all my CAT papers
