Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
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HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

Now is the month of "QING MING"
Tis is the month tht will rain almost everyday
And
a month tht I will miss my grandpa and grandmother a lot
Does everyone knw tht up till now...
I still cant accept my grandparents leave mi???
I bet no one will knw ba...
No matter how hard I told my friends tht I had accept tht my grandparents leave...
Deep in my heart I still cant accept it

Tis is the second yrs tht
My parent don allow mi to go visit my grandparent at the Bishan Temple
Do my parents how much I miss my grandparents???
I bet they don knw ba...

To mi...
They are the most wonderful grandparents tht I have
I miss the time tht I spent with them in my family day
I miss the time tht they will by my side when I was down

How I wish tht I can go back to the time
But I knw is impossible...
Coz the reality want mi to face the fate...
The fate tht my grandparents passed away...
The fate tht my parents don dote mi like my grandparents does
The fate tht all the responsibilities tht I need to handle ALL BY MYSELF
as well as
The fate tht not a single person want mi

Why all these things I need to face ALL BY MYSELF???
I really don knw how long I can hold on it....
Support was what I want...not from my friends...
But from my parents who can give birth to mi...
But I knw is impossible de...

Wht I want was a family warmth as well as those family day tht I use to have
when I was young
Was tht so difficult???

Now I was super super super down
But no one is my my side
I hope tht my grandparents are by side to give mi the support I want


As for now...
I wish tht I can see the person again....
Tht is all I want for the time being



PS: If u knw tht u will disappear without any word left behind....den why u told mi those things?