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Love is our Resistance
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

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The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5


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Creditorials

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Long time never blog le...
Where should I begin???
On sunday?or today?or my personal problem?
Haha
I think Sunday better la...
Hehe

On Sunday get to knew a new friend, called JieJing
His guy quite nice....During our free time we chat with each other
And at the end of the day
We take train together coz both of us are taking the red line
At the train...we chat for 40mins...haha
Really long time nv get to chat in the train le...

Next, is about today
Tis week almost working everyday except Tuesday
Coz tue is my class...so aunt don let mi work
Today is the first day I work night shift...
Really feeling very tiring...but no choice...
Cathay shortage of staffs and tis whole week got a lot of events
So help them out lor...
Managers were so surprise tht I work night shift...
Haha
Get to knw how the night shift goes...
Aft work...all the staffs and I are taking train home together
Haha
Nothing much...jus home sweet home

Last, is my stupid personal problem....
I really don knw how to handle all these thing by myself
These few days keep on working the same area...
But jus t don get to see him....
Izzit because he had already entering into NS?
Or due to some reasons?
Tht is still a question to me...
I knw tht I should not think of him at tis caution period...
But I jus cant help it....
Every morning I wake up...I will surly found a pool of water at my pillow
Am I crying when I was dreaming?I myslf also don knw...
I jus knw tht I want to get to see him again
And the chance tht I will get to see him is less than 20%
What am I going to do?
Exam is coming in 41days time...and all my mind was think about him
Hai
I think the only thing I can do for now...was to force my self to study long hours...
:(
Hope I will able to hang in aft I had finish my exam...



ps:I really miss you a lot...but why up till now...you still never appear...?Will I able to see you again?

♥our day is full of surprise
12:50:00 AM

Monday, April 19, 2010







Ytd went to watch S.HE at P.S
Actually is I go myself first
Den Huiping came and look for mi
We had a lot of fun by taking a lot of photo
Went to "Xin Wang" for our dinner
And do some window shopping

Anyway I successfully complete a task tht I give myself
Tht is to give myself a day break for not thinking of him while I was shopping
But when I return hm and get ready to sleep
I found tht no matter how I do I really don knw how to cheer myself up
I cant fall alsleep ytd
Wht can I do?
Will Miss Tanshujuan able to find her happiness???
Tht is still a qns...
As for now...I really need to focus on my paper4
And the only way stop myself from thinking of him while I was studing
is to eat...eat and eat

♥our day is full of surprise
8:09:00 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Now is the month of "QING MING"
Tis is the month tht will rain almost everyday
And
a month tht I will miss my grandpa and grandmother a lot
Does everyone knw tht up till now...
I still cant accept my grandparents leave mi???
I bet no one will knw ba...
No matter how hard I told my friends tht I had accept tht my grandparents leave...
Deep in my heart I still cant accept it

Tis is the second yrs tht
My parent don allow mi to go visit my grandparent at the Bishan Temple
Do my parents how much I miss my grandparents???
I bet they don knw ba...

To mi...
They are the most wonderful grandparents tht I have
I miss the time tht I spent with them in my family day
I miss the time tht they will by my side when I was down

How I wish tht I can go back to the time
But I knw is impossible...
Coz the reality want mi to face the fate...
The fate tht my grandparents passed away...
The fate tht my parents don dote mi like my grandparents does
The fate tht all the responsibilities tht I need to handle ALL BY MYSELF
as well as
The fate tht not a single person want mi

Why all these things I need to face ALL BY MYSELF???
I really don knw how long I can hold on it....
Support was what I want...not from my friends...
But from my parents who can give birth to mi...
But I knw is impossible de...

Wht I want was a family warmth as well as those family day tht I use to have
when I was young
Was tht so difficult???

Now I was super super super down
But no one is my my side
I hope tht my grandparents are by side to give mi the support I want


As for now...
I wish tht I can see the person again....
Tht is all I want for the time being



PS: If u knw tht u will disappear without any word left behind....den why u told mi those things?

♥our day is full of surprise
12:37:00 PM

Monday, April 12, 2010



Back to blog again
HahA
Tis few weeks..I'm so lazy to blog
Recently some stupid things cause mi to loss all my focus in my studies
What should I do???
Hai
2more months is my exam le...
Hai
Anyway recently watch a
Korea's drama called "You're Beautiful(原来是美男)"
Thanks to Ling
Now I super love tis show
It was nice and funny
Thinking of watching 4/5times
so I can throw away those things out of my mind
But I knw my aunt will not let mi watch so many time
So decided to download the show and transfer it into my phone
So whenever I want to watch...I can watch it
Haha

♥our day is full of surprise
2:46:00 PM