Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Aloysious AJ Amily AnQi
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Doreen Elaine Eunice HuanLing
HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Friday, March 19, 2010

Should I consider ytd or the day before???
Jus received a good new from one of my impt person
Sae tht he had success...I really feel happy for him
All i can sae is effort tht we put in really will get wht we want

Tis remain mi tht time when I like TH
I really put in a lot of effort
But wht I get was nothing
Hai
Now I really don knw how to describe my feeling
My mood was bad
My brain is not working as I cant even stop myself from thinking all those unhappy things
Wht should I do
I really hate tis kind of loneliness tht I have now
All by myself...feeling so helpless
How I wish someone will lend mi a helping hand
to bring mi out of the lonely world tht I'm in now
But I knw it was impossible de....
And the only thing I can do was to keep myself from occupied

Went to work ytd...hope tht it will change my mood
But end up...I cant even change my mood
Friends and manager are asking mi why I so quite
All I can sae was my mood not gd
Really feel like crying...But I cant
I can only hold back my tears and let it drop deep into my heart
Which takes a lot of affort and pain to do tht
Crying...will jus show myself how weak I am
and is a given chance to those who try to heart mi
Tht wht a brave gal must have
Hai
Eventhought someone had told mi tht I became a brave gal
I still don believe coz I knw tht I have not mit tht stage yet
A few hours tht I spend ytd...really thought of calling my besties
But I knw I cant
If I really do...den I will loss tis war
I really wanted to chase away the crybaby shujuan tht everyone knew
But will I able to make it?Tht is the qns....

Right now...I jus a lonely gal tht live in the dark forest!!!!