Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Mediabox

"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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HuiBin HuiWen Jane Jasmine
Jon KianAnn Kira LiBing
Nicholas PeiYi Priscilla QiuPing
Shermen SiewLan Wendy WenJun

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Thursday, March 25, 2010

SHUJUAN IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally back to ownself le
Tis few days happen a lot of things
and coz of tis I turn moody
Today as per normal went to work
at late morning
Den happened a lot of funny things at workplace
And den talk to one of my friends abt some serious
HahA
So mood went back to normal le

Feeling so relax now!!!!

Monday, March 22, 2010

Today I really must thanks my aunt for waking mi up
If not I will forever trap in tht world

Today dream tht Kira had left mi
Den I went into tht world again
No one was there...Only I alone
Not matter which way I go...I cant the exit
Until my aunt shake mi and call mi to wake up
Den I was able to exit tht world...
But the moment I woke up...My pillow was filled with pool of tears
Maybe is true tht a person will true weak when they enter into their own dream
:(
When I will able to get out all there things???

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Today went out with AJ and his friends
Den aft which we had dinner together
and I go first
Went to cwp to buy some stationery and walk back hm
The route was so long,dark and quite
similar the world of darkness
Was so lonely and the journey was so long
tht I really feel tired of walking and giving out

Jus want to change topic
When I watch taiwan's dramas
I thought that actress force themselve to laugh was a easy thing
But today
I found the forcing myself to laugh
was so "tong ku and xin ku"

Friday, March 19, 2010

Will I going to collapse any sooner or later???
Tht is the qns to mi rite now
I really don knw who I can find to talk to
So I decided to do blogger
As it is the only way I will not have a heavy heart

Handling 3 big responsibolity and controlling my mood
Is really very differcult for mi...
Yonger bro don want to be serious in his studies
Mi , need to handle my exams and controlling my mood
to ensure I will not cry out
Not a single person will knw tis kind of feeling tht I have now

Tearching my bro was the only thing I can do
to help him
But the prob is he don want to study
So I hve no choice but to scold him
But wht I keep was scolding from my aunt
Really make mi feel very tired
for all those responsibilities
I really feel like giving out all the stupid responsibilies tht I handling now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Izzit true tht dark forest really don suit mi???
I really don knw...
Everybody is saying I cheerful and talkative
Tht way tht place don suit mi
But I really feel tht place suit mi
Maybe coz I got live in tht world before ba...

A world tht ful of darkness,one one beside
All sadness and worries only I can share to myself
No happiness...
Tis feeling had been with mi almost 4.5years le
Tht is the reason why I knw how scary it is to live in tis world

Rght now...I did not really expect of something
Coz I knw if I get something
God will take some important thing from mi
Like 4years back, I want to have my own friendship
He give mi,but he take my grandparents away from mi
2years back,I want to have more friends
He give mi but he take my friendship away from mi

Tis time round
I don want he give mi the things tht I want
I jus want the things tht I hve now
And I will not expect things
coz if I expecting more
I will have more disappointment
Only a sound tht I can describe mi
Tht is 爱不单行

Should I consider ytd or the day before???
Jus received a good new from one of my impt person
Sae tht he had success...I really feel happy for him
All i can sae is effort tht we put in really will get wht we want

Tis remain mi tht time when I like TH
I really put in a lot of effort
But wht I get was nothing
Hai
Now I really don knw how to describe my feeling
My mood was bad
My brain is not working as I cant even stop myself from thinking all those unhappy things
Wht should I do
I really hate tis kind of loneliness tht I have now
All by myself...feeling so helpless
How I wish someone will lend mi a helping hand
to bring mi out of the lonely world tht I'm in now
But I knw it was impossible de....
And the only thing I can do was to keep myself from occupied

Went to work ytd...hope tht it will change my mood
But end up...I cant even change my mood
Friends and manager are asking mi why I so quite
All I can sae was my mood not gd
Really feel like crying...But I cant
I can only hold back my tears and let it drop deep into my heart
Which takes a lot of affort and pain to do tht
Crying...will jus show myself how weak I am
and is a given chance to those who try to heart mi
Tht wht a brave gal must have
Hai
Eventhought someone had told mi tht I became a brave gal
I still don believe coz I knw tht I have not mit tht stage yet
A few hours tht I spend ytd...really thought of calling my besties
But I knw I cant
If I really do...den I will loss tis war
I really wanted to chase away the crybaby shujuan tht everyone knew
But will I able to make it?Tht is the qns....

Right now...I jus a lonely gal tht live in the dark forest!!!!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

WTH
Really thinking of scolding myself
Paper4 exam is in 3months time
and O levels exam is in 6months
Yet...I fall sick at tis time
Midnight have a high fever
But aunt does not knw abt tis
Coz I don want her to worry abt mi
Hai
So today not go work today
Hai
Ytd night sms ZeeZam to told him
I cannot go work today
But good thing is he help mi to settle everything
"Thanks Zeezam"

Today feeling musch better le
But still my head feeling very dizzy
But later still need to go study at KFC
No Choice but to work hard
Coz only work hard
has a high percentage of scoring better
Anyway tht for today
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou
Only 8 months more...and I will be free




Dear God,no matter how much I hate my mum
I beg u,please do not take her away from mi
Please!
I really cannot take tis blow at tis time!!!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Finally register for my "O" Level
More toughest time is waiting for mi
And
The only thing I can do was
To work hard work hard and work hard
All I need now was work hard, practices and morale supports
from all my friends and family
So I can walk right till the very end
But tis year
I have a grest responsibility
tht is to make sure the my youngest brother
can able to make it to seondary school
As for mi
I need to do well in my paper4 accounting exam
and
O level
Hai
Really cannnot waste anymore time le
Time is running up...
So Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou


God I beg u
Please do not take any of my family members
away from mi
I really cannot take it

Tuesday, March 9, 2010