Biography
The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one.
I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are.
I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them.
My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts.
But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Wow.
It been a week for not blogging!
Many family things happen recently
Mostly is abt
I and my aunt
financial statues
hai
Really don knw where
on earth tht I can get money
to see the skin specialist again
Hai
Last Sunday afternoon
mit up with Ling,Selene and Chynna
at KFC
for studying
Thinking of not going due to personal problems
But aft which I still go
Coz I cant join them
on tis thursday outing
Anyway thanks gals for accompany mi
tht aftnoon
as last Sunday is a special day for mi
Ytd at midnight
Studying at living room
coz my cousin was at hm
Den a few mins later
suddenly have a
Super super bad headache
So no choice but to turn in early at 12plus
Around 1 plus down with fever
Hai
I think is a time for mi to get sick soon
But I hope tht today will recover
Coz I can afford to miss a day
for my revision session
As exam will be in 2months times
Suddenly feeling super super stress
Hope I will relax and enjoy the
k-ing session on next Thursday!!!
♥our day is full of surprise
12:54:00 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Today I really don knw
how to describe
my mood
I really feel like I was not my
mum daughter
Something happen ytd night
I think no one will understand my mood
My mum actually sae a lot of words
tht really hurt my feeling
他骂我是白痴，笨蛋，没脑，不孝女，useless
as well as worthless
Does she knw tht
deep in my hurt I was hurt very badly
No one will knw
In the eye of my friends
I will always have two personality
In the eye of u
I will always be the words tht u sae
Is true I was not so smart like Kira
tht able to get more than 3 "A"s
for exam
But do u knw the reasons?
I can like him study very hard
But I choose not to jus coz u always look down on mi!~!!!
I can sae u don have the right to sae mi
The words u sae
noy jus hurt mi deeply
but also
increase the level of hate in my heart
Maybe u jus sae it out coz u angry
But tis is not the first time le
I been heard tis for past 18yrs
But I choose not to quarrel with u
The different treatment tht
I get I pretend tht i do not knw everything
U always sae tht I don want to go
back hm
but do u knw the reasons...
No matter wht I do or sae
I will always get
SCOLDING.SCOLDING and SCOLDING!
Den wht the point of
scoring well for exam
Now in my heart
one one word tht describe my feeling to u
and tht is
HATE!
♥our day is full of surprise
1:49:00 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Today in the morning
went to
Masiling Lane to look for my mum
coz need to pass her sth
Den we had breakfast together
My aunt also try to tell her tht
she going to bring mi to see
the
skin specialist doctor
But the moment my aunt sae
"bring mi to see doctor"
she sae no need coz is waste of money
@@$$&&&
I really don knw
am her daughter or not
she don ever care of my skin
Both my aunt and my cousin
keep on trying different ways to cure my skin
But why my mum cant?
Sae if i marred
my skin will cure automatic
My aunt and I
was so angry tht we want to leave
immediately
But still we bare with it first
So in the aftnoon
My aunt bring my to see
the skin specialist doctor
which the clinic was located
at Bukit Batok
Haha
So I can comfirm tht
I was suffering from
sensitive skin
And will be with my forever
The only thing I can depend on
was the cream tht the doctor gave mi
Hai
I thought if I cure my skin
completely
I can enjpy the food tht I like to eat
like
"peanut tu tu cake"
But still I cant
But no matter wht
at least I find a way
to cure my skin
and
now I need to save money
to go to skin center
to cure the scars
Thanks aunt for using your own money
to bring mi to see the
skin specialist doctor
even though
u do not have enough money
to pay ur bills!!!
Really thank a lot!!!
♥our day is full of surprise
7:33:00 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Today aft my paper5 classwent to mit my god-sisat BugisThanks to all for letting mi wait for her for25minsHahaBut at least I goy some videosto entertain mi hahaMany unhappy thing happen ytdSo today I was halfemoand half happyHad our lunch at a coffershopwhich was located near the bugis streetDen went to happy window shoppingatbugis street,bugis junction andthe new shopping mall which jus open not long agoWe did a lot of talkingand take a lot of picturesBut coz god-sis sae not niceso she wanted mi to delete ithaiNow only left 2picturesHahaAft all today was quite funand enjoyableAnd denweHome Sweet Home
♥our day is full of surprise
8:08:00 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Jus feel like blogging
Don knw why suddenly had a bad headache
tis morning
Hai...
Ytd study until 2plus
for paper5
Still having a lot of
chapters to do revision
Jus got a feeling tht I cant cope
for tis paper
In my heart
I start to worry for both
my paper3and5
School exam is in 2months time
and
National exams is in 3months time
I have the feeling tht
I cant make it for paper5
Really feel very scared
Cant afford to fail the paper
if not my mum will surly kill mi
Anyway tis few days think a lot of things
is true tht people must always look forward
and not backward
Maybe tis sentence can motivate mi
to look forward
and not backward
There no point of remember the past
coz everything tht have happened
cannot be change
What I can do was to put those memories
deep in my heart
and
treat is as part of the challenges in my life
Thanks ling for telling mi tis sentence
I also must thanks to my aunt for
using different ways to get my skin cure
I knw doing tis might not help
But as long as there is 0.01%
I also must give it a try
Anyway look forward to tis wed outing
with my god sis
It has been a few months
tht we had not meet each other
I believe we had many time to talk about
So
see you in coming up wed!!!
:)
♥our day is full of surprise
8:45:00 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Today having a beautiful dream
Haha
Dream tht dere is a person
who take care of mi
every single day
and
I name tis person as "D"
But in the dream
I was wearing sch uniform
Everyday get bully in sch
Den tis person
come and rescue mi
Den one day got another person
came to mi
and told mi
tht
he bing mi to a fun place to play
which is located behind Fuchun sec
So I go with him
and
the "D" was angry
coz he sae tht the person is lying to mi
But I don believe "D"
When I reach the place
"D" was right
the person lie to mi
I was crying sadly
and ran to find "D"
After a few hours
I finally find "D"
and
told him sth
Nex we are in a gd term
and
I eventually sae him to
accompany mi to go sch
But when I going to tell sth to him
My aunt wake mi up la
But conclusion
I really like tis beautiful dream
tht I ever have
I knw tis will not happen in real life
coz is very dramatic
But I still hve tis dream
But I hope tis dream will
continue tonight
♥our day is full of surprise
12:53:00 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Tis few days
mood don't really feel good
Is it coz the day is going to come soon
I jus don't no how to
put down all the sadness
I thinks coz I still miss them ba
Every time when I saw
some of the children in mrt
are with their grandparents
I really envy them a lot
My mind will jus flash back
the memories tht
my grandparents spend their
each and everyday with mi
I remember
when I was in primary sch
my father will always bring mi
to see my grandma's hus
and she will give mi all
the soft toys tht she had collected
So tht day onward
I start to like soft toys
coz every soft toy tht I have
will let mi feel tht
my grandma was watching mi
and give mi the strength to
walk toward my goals
As for my grandfather
I remember when I was young
They organize a family outing
and all the family outing is my best memories
I remember when I was sad
my grandfather will always beside mi
and told mi tht
if a person feel very moody
try to covert the moody to tears
and cry out loud
So from tht day onward
I start to have a crybaby nickname
No matter how hard I try
to put aside all tis memories
I still can't do it
I knw tht a person
must walk toward and not backward
But whenever I try to walk toward
The memories will jus pull mi back
What should I do?
I still left 21days
and
I jus hope tht day I will not drop my tears
♥our day is full of surprise
1:11:00 PM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Hey I back le
Haha
Today went to C.c.k
with my aunt
Coz she want to go pray
at the temple tht was located dere
Den went to Lot 1 to do some shopping
Aft which
hm sweet hm
But tht does not apply to mi
Coz my aunt wanted mi
to go for the meet parent session behave of her
So no choice
Hai
But was quite funny
Coz when I enter into the hall
Mrs Chong and some of my teachers
asked mi when I become a parents
Den my bro sae since he was sec1
Haha
Any also first time see my bro
let his english teacher sae until he cant ans back
Haha
Anyway aft attending the
Meet parent session
I found tht
in order to enter into
sec5 and Poly
becoming more and more difficult
So Kira Tan
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou
♥our day is full of surprise
7:43:00 PM
Score well for all my CAT papers
