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Love is our Resistance ♥
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

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The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "


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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5


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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

哈哈!
又回来了
这几天都过的好不开心
前几个晚上
梦见我的奶奶
她问我现在过得开不开心
老实说我真的过得好不开心
我好像跟我奶奶说
可是我还没开口
我奶奶就离开了

我真的不知道我为什么过得不开心
我只知道我做人做得好失败哦
可能是因为我想起过去的事吧!
在我的世界里
我做了好多好多的错事
从小三到现在我所作的事
都是错的
偷钱,欺负我的朋友,不孝孙女和失败姐姐
这都是我自己不能接受的

在我这辈子做的最不可原谅的事
是
我的公公和奶奶的事
我自己的眼里
我是一个不孝孙女
我知道没有一人怪我
害死他们
就是因为这样
蔡令我感到好愧疚
可是我又能做什么

唯一一个我能做的就是
每天思恋他们
和
活在一个没有快乐的世界
这就是我对我自己的惩罚
希望能减少我的愧疚感

我知道这样我的姐妹们(yvonne,selene)会很担心我
可是我真的不知道我该做些什么

对不起姐妹们
for the time being
I don knw how to cheer myself up
maybe let the time decide ba
But I will try my best to maintain happy

每一天的我
都是带这面具的过
不管是在家里,在学校里还是在朋友面前的我
都是一样
真的好辛苦好辛苦
逼我自己不能哭
真的好辛苦
那我又能做什么
“哭”只能让人觉得我是一个
很软弱的女生
那又何必呢
我不希望我朋友会觉得
我是这样的女生

而唯一能让我哭的时候
因该是我看偶像剧或是我梦里的时候吧
因为在那里都是我一个人

♥our day is full of surprise
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