




Finally get a chance to blog
coz my com's charger had spoiled
These few weeks really dem busy
coz need to do revision on
Paper3
&
Paper5
There also many catch-up class for
paper5
Jus like today
I having class for the whole day
What a busy day I have
coz the lecturer had taught
6 chapters for 6hours
So I was having a hard time to study
6chapters
tonight
Anyway last Tue went to Orchard's Ion
for some window shopping
take a lot of pictures at there
and
had a lot of fun
Tml is Teacher's day celebration
and
Besties' outing
Really look forward tml :)
♥our day is full of surprise
7:11:00 PM
Today is my paper3 class
learn a new topic on
control account
Manages to understand the topic
But I still need to do revision
So I can understand well
Aft the class
mit besties at center pt's mac
to hve our dinner
Den go for my paper5 class
The lesson was quite fun
and
I really enjoy the class
Fun was fun
But I scared I cant score
coz got a few people in my class
retake tis paper for 2 times le
Hai!!!
:(
Anyway congratulation
to Yvonne
for scoring the exam well
even better den mi
But she deserve it
coz she always work harder den mi
no matter what
As for tonight
Cant even do my revision
coz my cousin is at hm
So treat it as a rest day for mi
♥our day is full of surprise
11:11:00 PM
Today wake up quite late
I really like it
coz everytime study until very late
den went to sleep
As usual
my aunt will surly wake mi up
Went to CWP to have our breakfast
Vey gd rite???
Actually is my mum's birthday
so my aunt want to celebrate with her
Although I sometime really hate my mum
for what she done when we will young
But after all
she's my mum
and
without her I will not get to study
So also go along with my aunt lor
At around afternoon
meet my besties at KFC
to discuss the outing tht we going to have
on
31/8/09
At first we are planning
to hve buffet or something else
But aft tht they sae they want to go pub
So I donno
I knw they are trying their best
to put mi in the activity
But when I heard their discussion
my feeling was
very upset and angry
So I decided to leave KFC
But I think
they would prefer to go pub ba
If they really go there
I will not be joining
coz my aunt would not allow mi
and
I don want lie my aunt le
Coz if she found out
she will surly feel very upset
and
angry
Anyway I think I should not
look forward to the outing like past few days ba
It is the sad thing to say
but I don want my friends because of mi
they cannot go to the place they want
Since most of them want to go
:)
So besties...
if u gal are going
wish u all enjoy the day
I nv blame your all for the planning
But is I the one cant go
so I cant be so selfish
and
I don want u all to hate mi
Coz u all are the only true friends tht I hve
:(
♥our day is full of surprise
8:31:00 PM

Saturday, August 15, 2009
Recently seeing two dramas
One is
"At the Dolphin Bay"
the another is
"You're my Destiny"
People will be thinking
why I so free to watch two drama
Actually
"You're my Destiny"
is accompany my cousin,Eve
to watch de
To mi watching drama
is the only way to bring down my stress level
Sometimes I think
where on earth does the stress come from
Is it due to my study
or
I brought is to myself de
I honestly sae tht
up to now I still can't able to forget
TianHuar
No matter where I go
like the market or cwp
I can still see the back view of him
But the only thing
I can told myself
was
"It can't be him...coz he will not come to Woodlands"
I really don know
how come I become like is
In the past shujuan is not like this de
but how come shujuan become like this
This is the qns tht I keep on asking myself
To mi
I will able to face Everything
But when comes to
"Love"
and
the lost of my grandparents
I will become
1)Silly
2)Stupid
I also ever try to put the scene
tht I saw in
"You're my Destiny"
If the main female character
will able to change into a stronger person
How come I can't do it?
But I don knw wht I can do?
Everyday wearing a mask to face the world?
Stop being a cry baby?
Give myself a more confident/courage?
or
face each and everything by myself?
All these things all the basis
for being
a strong person
But no matter how hard I try
Th eonly thing I can manage to do
was
to hold back my tears!!!!
How long I need to take to change myself?
♥our day is full of surprise
7:12:00 PM
Have another sleepless night again
Ytd night
Study until 3am in the morning
Den aft which
I can't fall asleep all way long
Means tht
I don hve any sleep for today
I also don knw why
I only knw tht
I really don knw
how to handle my stress level
from 1 plus to 2
extend to 3am
Wht the!!!!
Hai
Hope tonight
I can sleep ba!
♥our day is full of surprise
1:38:00 PM
Haha
Back again
Today is National Day
and
Louis's Birthday
So
I wish both
Singapore
and
Louis
"Happy Birthday"
♥our day is full of surprise
11:39:00 AM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009
哈哈!
又回来了
这几天都过的好不开心
前几个晚上
梦见我的奶奶
她问我现在过得开不开心
老实说我真的过得好不开心
我好像跟我奶奶说
可是我还没开口
我奶奶就离开了
我真的不知道我为什么过得不开心
我只知道我做人做得好失败哦
可能是因为我想起过去的事吧!
在我的世界里
我做了好多好多的错事
从小三到现在我所作的事
都是错的
偷钱,欺负我的朋友,不孝孙女和失败姐姐
这都是我自己不能接受的
在我这辈子做的最不可原谅的事
是
我的公公和奶奶的事
我自己的眼里
我是一个不孝孙女
我知道没有一人怪我
害死他们
就是因为这样
蔡令我感到好愧疚
可是我又能做什么
唯一一个我能做的就是
每天思恋他们
和
活在一个没有快乐的世界
这就是我对我自己的惩罚
希望能减少我的愧疚感
我知道这样我的姐妹们(yvonne,selene)会很担心我
可是我真的不知道我该做些什么
对不起姐妹们
for the time being
I don knw how to cheer myself up
maybe let the time decide ba
But I will try my best to maintain happy
每一天的我
都是带这面具的过
不管是在家里,在学校里还是在朋友面前的我
都是一样
真的好辛苦好辛苦
逼我自己不能哭
真的好辛苦
那我又能做什么
“哭”只能让人觉得我是一个
很软弱的女生
那又何必呢
我不希望我朋友会觉得
我是这样的女生
而唯一能让我哭的时候
因该是我看偶像剧或是我梦里的时候吧
因为在那里都是我一个人
♥our day is full of surprise
2:31:00 PM