They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down
Biography
The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one.
I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are.
I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them.
My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts.
But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.
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Mediabox
"We do not know how many years we can live,
As long as u are still in this world
You must enjoy every seconds "
Tis few days keep on throwing tamper Tamper is increasing each Stres level also increasing each and everyday Jus see wht I doing I also don knw why I doing as well Jus knw tht I need to keep on studying non-stop Everyday no choice but to study TV session is getting lesser and lesser as well as resting time is getting lesser and lesser Everyday always sleep at 2plus in the morning jus to force myself to understand the topics I also don knw why I become like tis Friends are telling mi not to stress myself I try but I still cant do it The moment I thinks all the things came to my mind 1)Dec written exam 2)sept paper4 and5 3)Results All these things will jus appear from no where else How to bring down my stress? Not jus I need to concerted on myself but also my youngest bro's result A erson doing two things at the same time!? Even dreaming also dream tht I'm studying Hai!
♥our day is full of surprise 2:49:00 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Tis few days really feel very very very stress!!! No matter how hard I try to force myself to understand the topics or keep on reading the examples and the notes on accruals and prepayment as well as Irrecoverable bad debts under adjustment I still don understand the topics Take example yesterday Not matter how long I spend reading and understand the topics I still don understand and eventually I cry due to stress and a few mins later I also running a fever!!! Tis stress is not the O level stress tht I have before In the past Whenever I feel stress I can go look for Joanne to have a talk But now I don knw how I going to handle the stress I try different ways to bring down my stress level like listening to music and singing But non of the ways works!!!! I really don knw! And tis is the first time tht I study until cry !!!
♥our day is full of surprise 11:53:00 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Today went to Doubly to give Selene a surprise Coz nex month is her birthday and Yvonne might be very busy So we celebrate her birthday in advance Tis really surprise herand she was so overjoy!!! Hope she don mind!! After which Yvonne and I headed to Marsilingto hve our dinner!!! It getting late... My revision time Thanks to my cousin for occupied my tv if not I can watch Boys Over Flowers!!!
♥our day is full of surprise 10:00:00 PM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Finally my body cant take it le Throat really feel very pain Recently happen so many things I can sae is 自作自受 Who tells mi go and give Tianhuar the gift!!! If I nv go I thinks all the thing will not happen le I will not received those sms from him Hai!!! Why everything will end up in tis way??? I really don knw I really had enough of tis Everyone around mi is suffering my mum and my aunt! I really don knw wht to do Do I need to face all tis??? I really don want to think of him But what can I do I already try my best not to think of him by studying each and everyday as well as watching idol's drama to keep my mind occupied But eventually the ending was not I want I still dream of him when I was asleep!!! What can I do? The coming Monday is his birthday le Should I send him my wishes? I sometime think why I end-up in tis way? Its really very tired for facing all tis things But what can I do? I cant change my faith? The only thing I can do was to be a gd gal facing everything on my own!!!
♥our day is full of surprise 12:48:00 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I think only blogging with make myself feel better I really must thanks to all my friends for caring mi!!!! Really thanks a lot! I knw u guys want mi to forget him I will try my best All I can sae is Action speck louder den word No matter what or even need mi to sacrificed something I also will do it Coz I knw if I keep on like tis I will make myself more miserable and my friends will worry abt mi!
Now I wish tht I can faster take paper4 and 5 So my time will occupied And I will think abt him le!
♥our day is full of surprise 12:56:00 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
I think I'm the most silly gal in tis world Waited for almost 1yr but till the end the ans was he was having his galfrez Finally I decided to forget him le But yet I cant do it for half yr I now finally understand 是我的，就是我的 不是我的,就不是我的 It takes a yr to understand tis two sentence I remember tis two sentence was sae by Aloy,my buddy! How silly I am!!!! All tis months I really get use of waiting a person But now I must learn to forget a person Really feel very stupid! From the moment tht I pass him the present I really got a bad feeling A feeling tht I cant do it for myself! But I just cant stop my action I told him tht tis is the last present tht I going to give him Den he ask mi why and feel a litle bit of upset I really don understand tht! Some more I don even understand why he sae whatever I give him..he surly like it de! Why he must sae tht? I think for normal ppl tht sentences were jus normal sentences tht has will not stand any meaning But for mi I really don understand I jus feel tht there are meaning in the sentences Not jus mi when I ask my friend She also have feel tht there are meaning in the sentences I told my buddy tht I will not be confuse But now I really very confuse I really don knw wht to do!???
♥our day is full of surprise 12:56:00 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
It's Sunday again But when I don feel a little bit of happy Izzit coz of fri??? I really don knw I jus feel very confuse I really don knw wht to do? My mind was all abt Tianhuar The day before I had a dream And surprise to see tht he also appear in my drean as well HAI Why always like tht! Spending all my time for studying.chatting,watching TV and handling out with friends Is tht all I can do to stop my mind? I don knw I got once try it before and it really works But what abt now? What does the two msg tht he send mi trying to say? Was he trying to cheer mi up when he knew tht I was unhappy? All izzit I 多心? I don knw Who can tell mi the ans? I really confuse now CONFUSE CONFUSE CONFUSE!
♥our day is full of surprise 12:38:00 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
Today meet up ling go sch together
Heng...tht I was not late for my class Today the lecturer cover lesson2 and also little bit of lesson3 But when come to lesson3 topic I really don understand what the lecturer was teaching Hai Tonight need to do a lot of revision on tis topic Aft the lesson... accompang selene and yvonne Den headed to Y.C.K Coz need to pass present to Tianhuar We had a little bit of chatting coz long time nv saw each other le But when he reply my msg when I told him "hope u like the present" my heart feeling very painful and happy coz he reply mi "I confirm like the present coz is u give mi de" But the good new was I was able to hold back my tears!!! Even now my heart was still painful I donno whether I was stupid or silly...??? Hai!!!
Anyway ytd went to watch "Harry Potter and The half blood prince" The movie was so much better compare to the previous 5 series!!! Haha Hope the last series will even better!!!
♥our day is full of surprise 7:30:00 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Tis few day really miss my childhood photo Ytd told my aunt tht I might be graduate at next yr Den my aunt told mi tht the moment I step into the society I must return back to my own hm Coz she sae tht I going to 19 But the problem is I don want go early return back to my own hm One is my future and the another want is my own decision How am I going to choose? So ytd when I see my own childhood photo My tears suddenly to drop
Tis make mi broke my promise!! What am I going to do?
♥our day is full of surprise 12:45:00 PM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Today did a super super Crazy things THt is I ask my aunt to look for all my photo when I was young Den I scan it into my com Now den I notice When I was young I was much more cuter den now Don believe??? Let see it!!! ;)
Today finish my revision at 2am Think ok finish it at 3am but my cousin return hm So no choice but to have my sleep Recently fish watching "BOYS over Flower" It's the second time tht I watch The show was so nice tht I hope I can watch 5times... hAHa Wake up in the morning feeling very moody Jus feel like scolding someone Maybe coz tht I had a nightmare but jus can't remember was the nightmare was!!!!
♥our day is full of surprise 12:47:00 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Haha Wake up at 4plus in the morning SO EARLY!!! Thanks to my beloved 2nd cousin!!!! Coz she wake uo to prepare to go for her friend's wedding So accidentally wake mi up!!! Hai Only sleep for 3.5hrs Forget it!!! Jus finish my revision on "Maintaining Financial Records" It was actually link to paper 1 But for the time being I was able to cope!!!!
I think I was having a dream I dream tht I was chasing by a big group of ppl Hai Same dream again Cant I have another dream??? Like dream of my grandparents??? Anyway spent around 10min to figure it out what does the dream trying to sae Finally came to the conclusion maybe it was telling mi not to run away from something YA I also think of tht It true tht I running away from something tht I cant accept it till now But what to do??? I also cant help myself For now I was able to hold back my tears HahA So happy coz I getting a step closer to my goal!!!
So tired now....but can't able to fall alsleep!!!
♥our day is full of surprise 7:05:00 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
Today is my 2nd lesson Late for today But the good new is when I arrivedMy teacher jus checking on our hw and have not even start the class yet Taking photo with my classmate,Wendy as well Ytd night had a nightmare as well Dream tht I was being chase by a group of ppl Hai Thanks to my youngest bro I can escape from the nightmare!!!
Anyway today is my dearest cousin,Aj'sBIRTHDAY I wish him Happy Birthday!!!!;)
♥our day is full of surprise 6:56:00 PM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Today is my cousin,AJ and Amily exam So I wish them all the best for their exam ;) Lets talk abt ytd Meet Yvonne and Selene at centerpoint's mac to hve our lunch as well as chat abt how we spend our time in childhood Really very funny when we are chatting Den we headed to Kaplan's cafe to do self study Spend the whole aftnoon with the gals
Next I want to talk was abt someone and tis person isCHYNNA LIM Don think tht u sae "tht tan" means I don knw u are talking to mi U are WRONG!!!! If u think tht the word tht u sae really hurt mi I can sae u already reach ur goal le Happy rite? Thanks to u I didnt hve a gd sleep and spend my time crying U happy rite? Ya is true tht I sae ppl But do u kne sometime I also sae abt myself??? If u sae u hate mi I got no comment coz to mi HATING is a childish behavior U hate mi...I don care If u want to spend ur energy to hate mi Good for u!!!! OHYA!!! U hve the rite to sae who are fit to be ur frez But u don have the rite to determine wheather a person have the rite to go forward Coz U are not god U are a jus a nobody Only god have the rite to sae tht Coz is he the one who determine wheather a person should go heaven or hell! If u think tht I was acting infront of u I can sae I NV ACT 不要含血鹏人！ U SAE PPL...PLS SAE URSELF!!!!!! U also keep on show off in front of us Do we sae anything??? U sae u ever ever contact us make sure u do it!!! Don jus sae sae only but u cant do!!! And also next time want to scold mi or sae mi sae or scold in front of mi don sae behind my back coz U jus a coward and scary cat!!! Ohh I forget u alr is a coward and scary cat if not why u scold mi behind my back or infront of my friend lei No wonder I sae u and michelle came from the same world called "selfish world" Coz u both think of urself but not others If u are a guy... u and michelle Ng are A GREAT COUPLE!!!!!!! Last and for all "Tht Lim" make sure u don appear in front of mi! 讲的出要做得到!!!! COWARD!
♥our day is full of surprise 12:25:00 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
Today wake up at 8plus Thanks to my aunt for using some tricks to wake mi up Den after a while Accompany my aunt to Marsiling Lane to had breakfast with my mum at the same time buy some vegetables for dinner Had a very nice chat with my mum And bought a lot of foods Den in the aftnoon Get ready for my first day class for Paper3 The teacher was very strict and the class was so boring due to the tonality Hai Anyway I sill enjoy in the lesson Coz it is my interest and I also spend my time with my classmates =)
♥our day is full of surprise 7:35:00 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Today wake up dam early thanks to my nightmare coz when I wake up I can feel my tears...not the dry one de but watery de Only one thing tht I can abt tis nightmare was I hope it will nv happen to my aunt and I wish her 长命百!!!I really don want my aunt leave mi!!!
Anyway same thing happen again But the different is I don really see clearly abt the nightmare But I can feel tht is sad And the person in the nightmare was mi Tht why when I wake up My tears and my eyes were watery Den in the afternoon went back to FUCHUN to help Yvonne buy books Aft which went to meet yvonne and selene in cityhall I really must thank to Yvonne Coz of her We walk cityhall to Bugis ... Bugis to orchard and Finally Orchard to Newton What the tired day for us Maybe I sae I enjoy it ba although is tiring!!!!
For today later in the aftnnon will need to go register for paper3 so I can start class tml Finally SCH REOPEN TOMORROW!!!!
Score well for all my CAT papers
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
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