I just don knw why
recently my mood keep on swinging
Taking example the day before
I was moody the whole day
even my friends were angry of the things tht I doing
Ytd afternoon
My mood was ok and when it comes to night
I suddenly become moody...
It is because tht I got nothing to do
tht why my mind jus think of TianHuar???
I jus donno why!!!!
It true tht I really MISS him
I got a lot of qns wanted to ask him
(ex:How have u been doing,Hows ur study and etc)
But what can I do???!!!
Every times when I msn online
always saw him online like nobody business
And
the only things I can do
was
to control myself from chatting with him
I got once had a EVIL 恋头
Tht is if he and his gal friend break
Maybe I will stand a chance
But aft a while
My mind told mi tht
even he and his gal friend break
I also won't stand a chance de!
Jus coz of one reason
"No one will come save mi
no matter how deeply tht my heart hurt
so what the point of letting my heart hurt once more???"
Now I started to feel tht
I starting to build a wall around my heart
Coz I don want to let my heart to hurt again
Maybe this is the only way to prevent mi from hurting
and
我不会再让我自己为任何个男孩流泪!!!
I knw tht I already break tis promise tht I make to myself
on the day before and ytd
But I will walk toward tht
Coz tis is one of my goals as well
In order to become a strong woman
I cant let myself to cry for a guy tht does not worth it!!!
To Yvonne:Gal I so sorry for throw tamper at you
But I was not angry at what u do
But I was angry with myslf for throw tamper at u
It true tht U have the rite to angry at mi
But hope u will forgive!
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♥our day is full of surprise
12:44:00 PM