Resistance♥

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Today really angry
Always quarrel with my aunt the whole day

First in the morning
asked mi to meet the teacher behave of her
Aft which told her what the teacher had sae
Den she don want listen...
Sea what I don want to teach my youngest bro
COME ON LA!!!!
If I don want to teach him...
I long time don teach him le...jus give him the ans can liao
Den my younger bro lei...
only care for himself...
throw every thing to mi....
WTH!

Next lei....
During dinner....
Aunt sae again...
Sae I every time don care for my youngest bro's study
Only care for myself
If I care for myself
Den I can spend all my time study for my paper
rather den half teach half study for few months ago
I believe I will score better than 62%
if I only care for myself!!!!
REALLY VERY ANGRY!

I play my part by teaching my youngest bro
and
my younger bro nv play his part
Why I always get the scolding???
Why not my younger bro?
Their results not good...
my aunt and parents blame mi!!!
Den my result not good...
also blame mi!!!
Sae I lazy....waste money!!!
DEN WHAT THEY WANT MI TO DO SIA
!!!!!!!!!???????????

♥our day is full of surprise

7:02:00 PM

没有如果 - 梁静茹

作词 : 严爵 / 作曲 : 严爵

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果如果如果如果如果
最后变成如果我也不能接受
错过错过错过错过错过
我比你更难过不会一错再错
嗯这次不要再轻易错过

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我~~

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

快牵起我的手

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

♥our day is full of surprise

1:12:00 PM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Haha
Today went to watch
"Night at the Museum 2"
with my aunt and my youngest bro at CWP
The show was quite acceptable
coz the show was really very funny
Although I never watch
"Night at the Museum 1"
But I still love the show a lot!!!
I rank is show
6stars out of 10stars
:D

♥our day is full of surprise

5:02:00 PM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Haha
So early blog...really make mi feel uncomfortable
Long time nv wake up so ealy like nobody business
Tis few day don knw why I felling very moody

First my mind was think abt friendship
I think ppl will sae my friendship was so stable
Why I need to worry
Actually is not worry and the friendship
tht I referring was not with my gals
But is another one
The one tht I use to have a lot of fun
when in the office
I really don knw I should feel sad..angry or happy

When I think of tht
Many things had happen both in Jan & Feb
First is "O" level result
Den is betwen doreen and mi
I really nv expect
tht she will hurt mi so deeply
Making use of mi to help her in sales....
Den in front of mi sae sth tht I don like
Does she ever think of my feeling before
I quit not because of my friends or what
But I jus want to return my student life
I don want to regret in the future
tht I did not enjoy in my student life
And yet she angry for telling her tht I quit
Den sometime when I with her
She also throw tamper at mi like nobody business
I also nv sae anything
I really feel very silly
tht time little bit of things can make mi forget
what the thing tht my gal had done
in order to make mi happy
and
now wht happen was
the pain in my heart was still very fresh jus like happen ytd...
I trust her so much
and
yet she did tis to mi!!!
I amit tht I weak like no one else
Scared of everything including my friends
But I also humun
I also got feeling de
Cant she thing of tht to!!!!!

Next is my granfather thing
I really miss him a lot a few days later
is his anniversary of the day
tht he has pass away which is on 3 june
I really don knw how I going to spent tht day
Every yr I got my friends to acc mi
So tht I will not think so much
I think tis yr I will be alone by myself
Spending the day crying

Up to tis point in time
I really very confuse
Got a time
my friend ask mi if one day I go back help Henry
and
out in the field I saw Doreen
will I be affected
I told her "NO"
But actually I don knw
I jus tell her coz I don want her to be worry abt mi!!!
REALLY I'M VERY SILLY!!!
But I can sae I rather let my mind be childish
Den growing up
Coz by doing tis I can away protect myself from being hurt
Even I knw the truth
I will pretend tht I don knw or nv heard anything

♥our day is full of surprise

8:45:00 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Haha
It been a while tht i haven be blogging
First of all
Let mi announce my result
for paper1 & 2
Both papers I score quite well from my point of view
Got 62% for both papers
Actually I really hve no confident tht I will pass my exam
But must thanks to Selence for advicing mi
and my aunt for making breakfast to give mi confident
I knw some ppl will sae tht my aunt very funny
But tis is the way tht she support mi
Coming up next was the start of my class
Paper3 & 4
But before tht I will be having a month break
So happy
Long time nv take a break le

Next
I want to wish my friend,Aloy and Chynna
and
also my youngest brother
"Happy Birthday"
Coz the day before was Aloy b'day
and ytd are my youngest bro and Chynna B'day.

So in order to celebrate birthday with my bro
Both mi and my aunt bring my bro
for lunch at cwp
Den around late evening
We whole a small B'day party at hm...
Haha
I bet he was very happy!!!
;)

♥our day is full of surprise

3:06:00 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

I think tis is my last post before my exam start
By right my exam for paper1&2
is during the June mid de
But coz of no time slot so no choice
But to take my exam next week
Very fast right?
I also think so!
Coz onli less than 5 weeks to study le
I really scared tht I did not do well
OR
failed the papers(touch wood)
Hai

Today mit up with yvonne and selene
at KFC
Haha...
Den also talk abt the time they I and yvonne
spent at VA
Really enjoy it a lot
Now den I realise tht the time
tht I spent in VA
is the most enjoyable de
I sae is true...
I really like the time tht I was in VA
Going Uncle's place for dinner in big group
...
the meeting tht we have every morning
...
Going Bugis junction for breakfast in big qroup
...
The way tht we celebrate birthday and Christmas in office
All tis things was very fresh in my mind
like jus happened ytd
Honestly speaking
Out of the two office tht I entered
Henry and Chris
I prefer Henry de...
Coz is really very fun and enjoyable
=)

♥our day is full of surprise

5:57:00 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Exam is getting nearer and nearer
Feeling very stress
Hai
No choice!!!

Anyway really think a lot of things
I jus don knw why I cant forget him
???
I can sae he is the second person tht
make mi feeling very lost!!!

I remember my first admirer was
Ding Liang
We are very very close frezs
When I first time moved to Woodlands
He is the first person tht I knew
We enter same kindergarten and same pri sch
So I can sae tht we grew up together
I like him when I was pri 1
But I don dare to tell him
So one of the day in pri 1
Eunice tell him my feeling...
But he never reply
I waited for 1 yr
and finally I decided to forget him
But I takes 6-7yrs to do tht...

Now now similar thing is going to happen AGAIN
but only different is I and Tianhuar knew each other during work
But tis time round
How long I will take to forget him
I really don know
!!!
Really feeling very lost

I know I really very silly
But I cant help myself
I now understand tht
"liking a person is very easily
But forget a person is very difficult"

♥our day is full of surprise

1:42:00 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Ytd night

"Boys over Flowers" was shown in Channel U
Haha
Got a chance to watch 2nd chance
I really love the show a lot
If I got a chance to watch more than 3times
I surly very happy de.
But one thing tht envy was in the show
Jandi was a very brave gal...
How I wish I am Jandi!!!

Den the morning
received my CAT membership card
Haha...Finally!
But the picture look very different
hai!

♥our day is full of surprise

1:26:00 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009

Today have dinner with my group of gals
Have Mac for dinner
As u can see tht the fries was like a hill
So we ate a lot of fries

Den we also chating while have our dinner

♥our day is full of surprise

7:59:00 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Today is my Paper 1 Mock exam
Got 60% mean tht I got
30 out of 50
Actually I was quite happy with my result
jus don knw why
Although I got 60% but I still need to work hard
Coz I want to do very well
for both papers

Now
I don knw why I was very annoying
for a lot of thing
The main thing tht I was in my mind was
my Pri and Secondary sch life
I jus don knw...
I really miss those time
like in pri 1 where Yvonne was with mi...
pri 3 and also sec 4
I really don knw why...
I got a feeling tht Eunice had actually forget mi le
Coz sometime I contact her...but she nv pick up
Maybe like what someone sae....
is she don want to contact mi
and only mi want to live in the past...

Whenever when I see "Sailor Moon"
My mind keep on flashing
the time tht I spent with
Eunice...Chynna and HL
I really miss those days!!!
How I wish those days was happen again!!!!

♥our day is full of surprise

4:12:00 PM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Today is my Paper 2 Mock exam
The paper was very hard to score
Hai...
I also don knw why I study like hell
I still cant score very well
Ytd study until 2am
And
yet I score 56%
Jus pass only!!!
Some more the passing rate is 56%
Is tis call lucky?
Anyway it prove tht I nv study hard enough
Tis coming thurs is
Paper 1 Mock exam le...
Got work hard le...
Same thing...I cant afford to failed tis paper
And
determine where I stand!!!

♥our day is full of surprise

7:20:00 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

Today had an enjoyable lunch
with my aunt and slibing
at Sakae!!!
During meal really had an very funny time

Although is a very enjoyable and funny lunch
I still worry about my Paper2 mock exam
which is tml...
It also determine where I stand....
I really scared I will failed my paper..
;(
I really hope tht I wont face another thing
tht make mi feel regret!!!

♥our day is full of surprise

4:57:00 PM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Mother' Day meals

♥our day is full of surprise

7:59:00 PM

Today in the aftnoon went bk to my own hm
Celebrate Mother's Day in advance
I and my brothers bought KFC meals
for my mum and my aunt
Coz both of them are my mothers
The different is one is the one who give birth mi
And
the other one is the one who tak care of mi
But when I reach my mum there
My aunt nv eat the meals
I really felt upset
But later den I knw is she was full tht way she nv eat

Aft which when to cwp
coz my aunt knw tht tis few days I was stress abt my work
When to popular for some shopping
den she found out tht
both eclipse and breaking drawn were hve 20% discount
So she bought it for us...
I really don knw how to thanks her
Anyway I wish both my mum and my aunt
"Happy Mother's Day"
:)

♥our day is full of surprise

7:50:00 PM

Here comes my photos

♥our day is full of surprise

11:57:00 AM

Don knw whether I consider as today or ytd...
Went ut to hve dinner with my group of gals
And libing at CCK
Den took a lot of photos..
But don knw why I fell so moody
I really feel very stress
Stres until I wanted to cry...
But I cant!!!
I jus don knw why...
Recently watch a cartoon tht I really love it
And
Tht is "Sailor Moon"
I might be a little bit childish
But I think tht is the only way I can bring down my stress level
As the mock exams coming nearer and nearer
I really feel very scared
I cant afford to fail my mock exams
If I really does
I think I will really collapse!!!
Wat should I do???
Maybe I really lost all my confident le
But how can I find it back?
By doing practice?
I really don knw!!!!!!!!!

♥our day is full of surprise

1:45:00 AM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Today having class for paper2
My class is ending soon
Last day of my class is in 12 of May
which is my Mock exam...
Although I got do revision and pay attention in class
But I feel any confident at all
I jus feel very scared...
Jus now do a test of 50MCQ exam qns...
Got 90% and is a pass for my paper1...
I really feel very glad tht I get this type of result

Suddenly feel tht time really run very fast
from the time tht I get my "O"level
Den I register for my CAT course as a private student
Aft which attending class for paper1&2
Now my mock exam is coming nearer and nearer
which is located at next week
And also register for my next paper3&4

Jus feel like everything comes very fast
Now is the time tht I really must put in more effort tht I hasd put in
Coz not jus the mock exams is coming
But also the CAT official exams are coming nearer le
I hope tht I will pas all tis exams with flying colors!!!

♥our day is full of surprise

9:47:00 PM