Ytd in the morning as usual
Went to the nearby coffee shop to hve breakfast with my aunt
Den my aunt sae tht she want to help mi ask abt my study...
I told her no need la coz it wont be so accurate de
But she insist on bringing mi and told mi tht wht the person sae is very accurate...
So she brought mi to a shop
At first I still don believe de...
But aft tht the person sae tht I be wasting my time since last yr and I was very lazy...
Wow...wht he sae is true
So my aunt sae tht person is there any way tht I can be save???
The person sae "YES"
But must promise tht I must study for 6days in a week
And everyday must study at least 4 hours...
So I promise tht person and the god will be my witness
And my aunt spend 30buck to buy a crystal thing even though she do not hve enough money
I was so glad to hve my aunt...
Anyway ytd went to my first class for paper2......
First day alr start lesson le
Nv make any new friends....
So wht...I go there is for study not making new friends...
Now den I knw accounting also need to knw the information of the computer...
Aft which headed back hm to hve my dinner
And start studying until 12plus with 2hours break...
I make a promise to myself tht I must study hard
I cannot let my aunt and my friends down
Coz they always support mi
I also must prove to those ppl who look down on mi...tht I can do it!!!
Hey friends,
I won be blogging so often coz I need to study as my exam will be in 2months time....
♥our day is full of surprise
11:12:00 AM
Today whole day try to make myself feel relax
Coz tml is the start of my sch le
Maybe slack too much le..so feeling very restless
Anyway I having
brand new clothes,brand new bag,brand new hair color and brand new stationary
To start my sch right!!!
I wish myself all the best for tml
;)
♥our day is full of surprise
8:05:00 PM
Jus return back hm...
In the aftnoon...received two letter from Clementi Campus ITE
First letter sae:
The Section Head for Hospitality Operations had considered your application
and we would like to inform you tht
your application is not successful.
We thank you for your interest in our Higher Nitec in Hospitality Operations.
We wish u all the best in your future endeavours
When I received the letter...I felling ok...
coz I alr knew tht I will not be accepted for the course.
Den I open the second letter tht I received
The second letter sae:
We had refer to your application for Higher Nitec in Leisure and Travel Operation
We thank you for your interest in tis programme
And
would like to inform you tht your application is not successful.
We wish u all the best in your future endeavours
I nearly get heart attack when I see the second letter
Coz I was being reject for 2 courses in ITE
Wht the!!!!
Anyway next monday is the start of the sch le
New environment and new people...
I really scared tht I will not get use to it...
Hai!!!!
Anyway I go dere for study not for making friends
Aft all the things tht happened recently or in sec5
I finally wake up le!!!!
Since I decided to take private
I promise tht I will work hard no matter wht
Coz
One regret alr make mi very upset le
I don wish to hve second regret in my life!!!
Thank gals...for cheer mi up tis few days!!!!
And for those who look down on mi
I prove them by action
I sae it
I mean it!!!!
Hope everythings will go on smoothly on monday ba!!!
;)
♥our day is full of surprise
8:04:00 PM
Today is my last outing before my school start...
Coz when my school start...I don hve the time to go town play and slack with my gals le...
Many ppl keep on asking mi why I start sch so early...
The reason is I study private....
But honesty specking...I really don want to study private...
Coz very stress..
But now is no choice...
My aunt sae if tis few days...nyp will accept mi before sch start...tell her....den she will see whether I should go for the sch or private...
But if NYP don accept mi...I should work hard to study private...coz is for my future and I don wish to let my mother sae I gd for nothing...
My aunt ask mi wht is gd abt Poly...
I told her tht Poly life is interested and will not feel so stress...
Anyway today went to Kaplan Campus School to collect my student card
Actually can collect on Monday de...
But I scared I will late for my lesson...so I collect early...
Aft which went to PS to slack...
Had "Long John" for lunch...
Hee!!!
Long time nv eat "Long John" le...
Hee!!!
Hve a lot of fun today!!!
To Yvonne:
Thanks for organise the outing for today!!!
♥our day is full of surprise
6:43:00 PM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Today hving sore eyes again...
Hai!!!
Maybe tis few days cry a lot ba!!!
Ytd my aunt called my aunt to help mi settle things...
Ya...she is jus like my mum...always help mi no matter wht and scold mi when I did wrong!!!!
But don knw why today I don dare to wake her up...maybe coz I feel guilty ba...
Tht way today I miss my breakfast...only had my lunch and dinner...
What a surprise to mi!!!!
Hope tht the rest of my days will go peacefully!!!
♥our day is full of surprise
6:06:00 PM
Today really not very gd mood...
Jus don knw wht my mum was doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wanted to count so clearly to mi!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wht the ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!So money face for wht????
I not her daughter meh????????????????
If like tht.....den don give birth to mi at first!!!!!Don save mi at first....let mi die at the car accident!!!!!
Now what...want to force mi go to go and die izzit!!!
I make sure she will regret it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If really no choice...den don force mi go loan at the most scary place!!!!!!!!
I make sure she die first....coz is not my fault!!!!
Some more address is hers de...not my aunt de...even if I borrow my aunt will not kanna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥our day is full of surprise
6:48:00 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
As usual in the morning...went to had breakfast with my aunt at the nearby coffee shopDen buy some vegetables and raw foods for dinnerAs my aunt plan to had steamboat for dinner due to my brother Kira making a lot of noiseHe also suggest tht he will carry all the heavy plastic bags to go bk home firstSo only leave mi and my aunt...
I also using the time to told my aunt abt the private O and private Diploma
Coz I don hve the $$$ to study all tis...so asking her whether she think tht my mum will sponsor mi or not
But she sae no...actually I also think the same way as her...
Coz private O and Diploma coz more den $20 bucks and for my mum is too expensive...
But I told my aunt...if I retake my English "O"...I also got nop confident tht I will get better grade den the previous one
But if I nv retake English "O"...the polytechnic will not consider my application tht I appeal for the course coz ther no prove...
Hai!!!So annoying!!!!
But my aunt told mi tht the best thing is talk to my mum and in nicer way...
So when I reach hm...I cal my mum to told he abt tis...
But she was busy at tht moment...so I wait for her call until 3plus den she called...
I told her tht tml is the date tht I need to register for English...
She ask mi why I need to retake English "O"...I told her tht the polytechnic need the prove in order to consider my application...but there's no guarantee tht the polytechnic will accept mi...
Den she ask mi wht if the polytechnic will not accept mi...I told her tht I plan to take private Diploma...and study hard to get the result tht I want
Den she sae tht she will sponsor mi to retake my Enlish for "O"...and if the polytechnic won't accep mi...she will sponsor mi to take private Diploma...
But will one term and condition...tht is must study hard...cannot like sec5...half working half study le...
So I promise her le!!!Coz I already make the decision tht once I return to my study life...I must study hard!!!
So I told my aunt abt tis....
She sae tht since my mum willing to sponsor mi to take private...what for wasting the $$$ to retake my English...coz the fees more expensive when the diploma's fees and the English's fees add up together....but also if I really take private...I must go bk hm coz is like repay my mum for sponsor mi and going bk is like the best way tht I can consecrate on my study as I having my own room...
She sae ok...but must work hard to prove to her tht she make the right choice to sponsor mi...
Coz she sae is ok tht she sponsor mi to take private coz is study and for my future...she must show her the result and prove to her tht she make the right choice...
Den she ask mi the 2nd qns...tht is when I can go bk hm???
I sae don knw.....I knw my ans will disappointed her but I really don knw...coz I been staying with my aunt for 18yr le..
Honestly specking...I was shock tht when I heard tht she will sponsor mi for my study coz all the way long...I been thinking tht she won...
And now she prove mi wrong!!!!
Aft which meet up will Selene and Yvonne aft my steamboat dinner...
Told them all the things...
And they think tht I should go bk my mum dere...coz is like giving a chance to my mum to take care of mi and also I can conserate on my study...
Actually I also thinking...coz mow my aunt expense having some problem....
And if I continue to stay with my aunt....my mum will not pay her more to take care of us...
But I really don bare to leave my aunt...
What should I do???
♥our day is full of surprise
9:53:00 PM
Today is the start of the new month...
Jus now went to my mother's stall to take a look
Coz she has moved in to the new market
The place wad better than the previous one and more wider than the previous one..
Aft which went to the nearby coffee shop to discuss abt my cousin wedding dinner...
Now den I knw there are a lot of things need to prepare....
My father also told mi tht in future my wedding dinner also like tht and my relatives was more den my aunt!!!!
In bus...my aunt told mi tht tis yr is my last yr to stay with her le...
But I don want to go bk to my own hus!!!!
Wht should I do now????????
♥our day is full of surprise
11:44:00 AM
Score well for all my CAT papers
