Biography

The name is Jan. I was borned in the season of winter with the age of 20. I'm similar to Rapunzel that was being kept at Woodlands areas waiting for my prince to rescue mi but up till now I still haven't meet one. I'm in love with Kim Hyun Joong, Jang Keun Suk and Lee Hong Gi . And, abit of Derrick Hoh. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Purple. Not much of Pink. Television, Music and Dramas are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Enzyme, Backstabber, Hypocrite and latecomers. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all. To me, Dreams are always sweet like eating a desserts. But Reality is like playing an adventure games that need to go through every level for your entire life.

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Did I hear someone said "sing" or "watch"?

Score well for all my CAT papers
Slim down
Iphone 3GS
Able to wear skirts/dresses
Beloved ones to be happy
Wonderful 20th Birthday
Iphone 5

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

Jus feel like blogging....
Many things that happen recently....
I realy don knw how to describe my feeling!!!!
Ytd night Eunice call mi and chat with mi...
I told her all the things tht happen recently...
I cal sae all tis months....I was stupid!!!!
Don knw who treat mi gd and who treat mi bk!!!
I thought she really understand mi and knw wht I thinking...
But I was wrong!!!!
How I knw...ppl might be wondering...Through a sms tht I send in the morning!!!!
I really don knw why she treat mi like tht!!!
I treat her as my best friend or even sis...!!!
Whenever I sad I told her...share with her my joy...when she need mi I with her....help her with all I can...
But wht I get was...Betray from her...angry at mi for nth....make use of mi!!!
I really don knw wher and wht I do wrongly...but yet she jus sentence mi to death !!!
Now!!!I really hate myself alot...alot...alot!!!
Who really care abt mi...dote mi like wht I was????
My aunt???my mum???or my friends???
Now den I knw who truly treat mi as friends!!!
I really regret tht I treat Yvonne very bad in the past who alway support mi whenever I need her!!!!
And I deserve to be punish by god like the past!!!
Primary sch bully my closer friends and my punishment was my grandparents passed awayand my smooth and beautiful became like wht my skin was now !!!
Den wht is the punishment now????????????The death of my beloved one??????
I really hope my grandparents will be with mi now...But is impossible de unless I find them myself!!!
But wher???Heaven???or Hell???
I really got alot of thins tht I wanted to sae to my grandparents and my beloved friends whose give mi all the support!!!
But I can onli sae in my blog coz I really got no courage to face all of them!!!

To 阿公和奶奶：
娟娟好想好想你们！！！我好希望你们会在我身边！！！还有身为孙女的我没有好好的照顾你们是我的不对！可是不管怎样娟绢永远记住你们在娟娟小时候的陪伴!!!娟娟真的真的好想你们！！！

All tis well I be giving excuses to myself tht I had walk out the past...honestly specking I was not!!!I be living in my past each and everyday tht not a single one will knw my feeling tht facing the trutht tht 2 ppl leave mi who dote and love mi a lot at same yr but within a half the yr!!!Even until now I was still dreaming of them....the past...and the time tht I spent with them when I was young...but when the time tht I feel happy they alr left mi alone...and all I can do was cry!!!

To all my beloving friends....Siewlan...Yvonne and Eunice:
I really don knw wht words I can sae to u gals...!!!U all alway trying to protect mi from getting hurt by someone...but I always protect and defence the one who u gals had sae....
I really sorry for wht I done and sae to u gals....!!!
U all always support mi!!!Be my side when I need u!!!But yet I nv notice or put my heart to it!!!I really sorry!!!I really hate the shujuan tht treat u gals like tht!!!!Until now den I knw who truly see mi as friends and who are not!!!But is already too late le!!!